Saturday, May 1, 2010
long time never post, but still, i'm gonna bore u readers with emo stuffs that only intended readers will understand.
no matter how many times it happens, i'll still be like this. so, mind me for being so straight forward and abrupt in deciding on a solution for us. correct me if i'm wrong, but to me, it's for the better. to you, it might just be a small matter, but to me, it isn't. and i'm not sure if it's gonna be hard for u, i sure hope it does a little, but it's sure isn't going to be easy for me.
i guess i tend to grow emotionally attached to ppl i care and want to care for, and finally i conclude why i'm so closed up to myself whenever i'm in a new environment. i'm afraid, afraid that i grow attached to anyone, afraid of the day i'll have to leave and i just hate the feeling of leaving.
maybe it's a childish mentality but it's all to save my heart from scratches, cuts, bruises, breaking. i guess i'm just selfish at this point?
nonetheless, i'm unsure if my decision is the correct one, but for the time being, lets leave it as such, although secretly i hope all will be unchanged from the good times of the past(not too secret now).
yeap, i guess these are my sorted-out thoughts? what's yours? hope we'll have a decent chat soon although most probably i wont initiate the conversation. =)
erm, dear readers, do not ask me what is it about okay?? hahaha, it's really only for intented readers. hahaha. a little about what i've been doing, well, have been clearing lots of half days since march was the busy busy month with lots of overtime rehearsals n parades. well, have been clubbing alittle as mentioned in previous posts, hahahaha. pearlyn was saying when did i became such a naughty boy?? hahahaha. i guess things change and like i told her, i learn from the best!! =P
this weekend was pretty bad actually, things happen and i had nothing planned for myself this weekend, so stayed pretty much at home, bored. lol. well, tmr i'll be parading along orchard road yet again, do come see see if u're free bah. hahahaha.
oh yah, and to all my friends out there, please do take care of yourself, the weather has been so bad that it's inevitable to fall sick. so friends, drink lots of water and have sufficient sleep to ensure that u wont fall sick too many times yeah??
alrite, i'll be going le, til next time bah.
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