Saturday, December 12, 2009
it's just one after another,
time and time again,
i'm not sure how my heart is going to take it.
like u said, i should think of myself once in a while.
but what it does only makes me feel bad.
cos i always feel so extra,
or rather i AM the spare one.
i have no idea what to do anymore?
keep joking about it?
yes it worked, while it lasts.
maybe i should just disappear,
but i can't, and i don't want to,
because my heavily scarred heart refuses,
as it still feels the same ever since.
wishful thinkings yet again.
what a fool i am.
虽然我愿意，
但心还想着你。
