Sunday, September 13, 2009
13th bookout. (LAST ONE!!)
this day finally came. this wednesday marks the end end of my 1st 15 weeks of military life in tekong. this coming wed, my passing out parade. i'm gonna separate from my bunk n platoon mates le. i hate goodbyes but it juz keep coming one after another, so no use keep thinking about it. hope that i'll survive the 24km march n have a good pop on wed. =D
yest, which is sat, went to comex wif kevin, jasmine, her brother n stanley. they all went earlier to comex to walk ard but i only join them at a later time for dinner. i went to this newly opened place at suntec, cafeteria li lido. it's not bad, the pricing is not bad too, however portion is abit small for the meats. the pasta are still quite well portioned. out of 5 stars i'll probably give ard 3.5 or 4??
after the meal, something that might shocked u(if there's anyone readin, pls tag, tagboard very dead liaox.), i went to zouk/phuture wif jasmine rachel n kevin. it's was, well, noobishly, my 1st time going clubbing. hahahaha. well,i dun really like the idea of wasting money on going club, but it's still okok bah, quite an experience i had. maybe juz go once in a few months, not like 3/4 times a month, which is to me, dumb n waste money. lol. there are quite a number of photos, they're on facebook alrdy, go and take a look bah. =]
my bunkmates mentioned that i dont seem to b smiling too much now. me myself have no idea y, but i seem to be feeling moody for the past 1/2 weeks and somehow lost much motivation/drive to smile. n somehw at times when i talk, it's like purposely finding faults/"mistakes" to talk about or talk in an unruly/demanding manner. it's been bad, n it's getting worse. if this gets on, i think i'll lose my friend. it's not the 1st/2nd time, it's happening yet again, i regretted it the previous time, n i hope the chemicals in my body do me a favor n stop this rubbish now. =(
so to anyone who is reading this whom i offend/disappoint recently, i'm sorry. give me some time, n the old darren will b back.
i promise. n i'm sincerely sorry.
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