tis is where it started...

2011-11-22T11:06:00.002+08:00

Emotionally vulnerable to every little minor things now. I'm gonna give up on everything soon.

2011-05-20T17:58:00.003+08:00

I gave up.
No more sacrifices.
No more additional actions that does not benefit me.
Life will be boring, but that's life.
It's just gonna be me against the world now.
Bye acquaintances.

2010-11-28T07:14:00.002+08:00

omg, it's been so long since i've blogged.

well, the topic this time is still on friends. i guess it's the turning into adult stage for everyone. free time is much lesser for everyone.

also, for certain individuals, i feel that we have lesser and lesser things to talk about.

so how should i look at it?

just ignore them, cos eventually we'll all go on separate ways?

or just keep trying, knowing i'll be hurt in the end when we go our separate ways?

2010-09-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

i think i'm juz sensitive when it comes to friends.

i must really enlighten myself soon that friends are strangers to begin with. they have the power to choose whether they wanna be close to you. you can't force someone to be a close friend of urs, juz like in relationship, u can't force someone to be your partner.

so i should stop getting all emo-ised when i start losing contacts with ppl, and aso not get emo-ised when i'm only close to someone FOR a SHORT period of time.

instead, i should b contented that that person is willing to be a close friend of mine for at least that period of time.

we all have to live our own lives one way or another. so i really think i should strengthen up and ignore these sort of things. i'm blessed if i can have you as a friend, but if i can't, then too bad, it's your loss, go f*** yourself.

=)=)

2010-09-07T13:21:00.003+08:00

my blog is getting more n more boring, might be closing it down soon. don't see the need to blog anymore.

what is there to avoid? we can't blame anything, feelings come natural. and too bad if the person don't love u back, suck it up.

and i realised i always ask, what's wrong, what's the problem to certain ppl, the reason is simple, me, i'm the problem.

=X

2010-09-04T21:00:00.002+08:00

arh.. damn.

it's one of the bad thinking days again.

it would be wonderful if i can turn off my feelings at times.

=\

2010-08-22T23:55:00.001+08:00

honestly,

i really do find happiness JUST by being WITH the people i love.

thanks for being the ones in my life.

=)

2010-08-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

woooo~~

i finally rented a car and drive again. tmr gonna return my honda jazz le. =(

but it was fun, while it lasted bah, at least i can say i'm more confident in driving, after a year plus break.

anyway, i juz realised, the more i look at facebook, the more i get pissed with people. the things they do and say sometimes ar, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. i dunno wad to say.

and damn, i really find it frustrating to ask ppl out nowadays. it's REALLY REALLY annoying when it's being rejected for reasons that are made up and that u found out wasn't true? or even if it's true, nothing is being done so that the outing can be successful.

this is juz irritaing, and damn, i'm starting to give up on asking ppl out, and sometimes i just wanna be alone, by myself, but secretly, still wanting to go out as the playful side of me pulls me out of the door. zzzz.

k la, enuff rants le. i'm done for this post, gonna slp.

=)

2010-08-07T17:59:00.003+08:00

alrite, it's been some time since i've blog.

It's 2 months to my 21st, gonna start planning once NDP is over. =)

everything has been well. lots of growing up done, new mentalities and stuff like that. hahaha.

and guess wad? i'm finally gonna drive again after so long. i rented a car on random basis, juz to practice driving in preparation for my 21st. hahaha, hope it goes well.

2 more days and it's national day. i wished singapore happy 45th year of independence and hope that she will prosper even more in the years to come. =) hope the NDP, doing the fanfare and the citymarch would not be too too tiring and that it's fun and memorable for me. =)=)

alrite, just a short post. i guess a person serving the nation really have nothing much to blog about de. i believe it's the same for working adults, that's y usually only teenagers have the time to update a blog daily. hahaha.

=)

2010-07-23T08:39:00.002+08:00

lol. so sorry, i haven blog in exactly one month and one day. Lol.

am busy with rehearsals and stuffs. hahaha.

just to share a thought with all of u.

i realised, friends always come and go. for example, in primary sch u have like 50 friends in sch whom u're realli realli close to, but once u graduate from pri sch, maybe after a yr or two, how many of the friends there will u still contact?

it's the same for any point of life, anywhere, once the mutual activities stop, the meeting up stops, and sooner or later, we distant from each other.

i'm glad that i have a few small grps of ppl who i meet often, i'm thankful for them.

but i guess my new mentality now is not to get too emotionally attached to friends since they'll juz come and go in future. or should i juz stick to enjoy my time to the fullest while with them until the mutual activities stop and wonder to myself why the hell did i forge the friendship in the 1st place if noone bothers to maintain it. rite?

however, this made me realised a point in life, that friends come and go, however the one that's always there is your family. very slow for me to only realised this when i'm approaching 21yo. hahaha, i believe now i'll treasure my family more, they're really starting to get old alrdy.

so yup, once friends start to have their partners in life, we'll distant further apart too. i juz hope that whether or not i get a partner of my own in future, that at least i'll have a few friends to keep close contact to.

it takes a certain amt of effort to maintain a bond, if it's one-sided, then juz slowly forget it bah.

=\

2010-06-22T18:16:00.002+08:00

when i was going thru my things in the cupboard today,

i saw loads of cards and stuff, for my past birthdays.

i was reminded of the great times i had during my sec sch, and aso the times during my primary school.

it appears that time passes realli realli realli quickly. how i wish it'll just slow down a little.

but everyone knows that will never ever happen. becos it's reality.

growing up has been kinda fun, even though u get lots of shit coming ur way, but always ALWAYS remember, life is beautiful, whatever way it is.

=)

2010-06-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

World Cup.

it's a good thing when,
- there's lesser crowds on the streets
- many can watch soccer together
- knowing more soccer fanatic friends
- there's a common topic to talk about, anytime, anywhere
- community spirit

but it's a bad thing when,
- friends are so obsessed in watching that they ignore u
- the only thing they talk and get excited about is soccer
- betting issues
- fatigue after watching soccer
- random shouting of "kelong" & "goal" in the neighbourhood

well, i'm not a fan of sports, especially soccer. watching a match will make me sleep. so, i guess to me, i'm just getting the bad things during this world cup period. FML.

non-soccer-match watchers, lets go out and ignore the soccer-obsessed fanatics for a while. lol.

=)

2010-06-06T11:00:00.003+08:00

so sorry for tha lack of updates nowadays.

Reasons:
tired.
lazy.
nothing special.
long uploading time.

well, that being said, i'll post smth realli soon bah.

recently, lots of parade rehearsals and parades here and there. been trying to work out more to keep the fats minimal in my body. i met up with pearlyn one day and the 1st thing she said is that i bounced back abit le(actual words was: DARREN!! stop growing fat can??). =( i'm trying to run everyday now le, except for days that i go clubbing. hahaha.

talking about clubbing, yes, darren has officially joined the "chao-clubbers" group like his other friends who goes clubbing. so, next time if u all have any clubbing sessions, do feel free to ask me along. if i feel comfortable with the group that is going i'll definitely join in as well. but but but, he's not yet a CHAO-clubber, jus a noob one, i'm new to this area. Lol.

darren here has also decide on some crazy things such as joining the army half marathon, 21km in september, and also joining the standard chartered full marathon, 42km in december. i think i'll die, but nonetheless, i'm going to try it lor, since i've applied alrdy (not say it's free to join wor). FYI, the most distance that i've ran at one shot for now is only 3.4km during my sec sch's cross country event. i think. Lol.-

well, i realised recently i dont realli watch much movies, either there's no nice movies that interests me, or i juz can't sit still during movies anymore. lol. karaoke sessions are running hot on darren's list right now, so karaoke sessions u all aso can jio me la. MAHJONG!! another one of the activity over at darren's rufugees' camp. recently my flame for MJ has been re-inited(i dunno how to spell). so mahjong sessions are also welcome. LOL. i'm having a publicity post right here, sad ar. lol.

alright, now on to the thoughts portion of the post, never fail to make someone else besides me emo. Lol. I think as we grow up, certain things will definitely change, for the better or worse, it'll depends. well, my new mentality, as mentioned in my recent facebook status, "It's starting not to matter anymore." Well, u all can make guesses here and there what is it about, but i shall elaborate here abit bah. lol. well, it's not only about one thing, it' in general, or at least a few things bah.

Examples:
- friends losing contacts with each other
- inability to find a partner
- gf/bf VS friends
- what others might think when u do this or that
- a loved one being there in your life or not
- close friends dont meet up much
- having money/education certificates or not (actually this one still matters)
- die early or late

yup, it's almost everything that life offers. well, it's starting not to matter to me anymore, dunno if my english structure in this is correct, but oh well, u understand can alrdy. and i realised, when i act that it doesn't bother me at all, it's so much better for both parties, both are happier, no arguements no nothing. but when i feel bothered about it and knowing me, i'll just say it out, it'll juz make the situation worse, or even cause an arguement.

so, acting that it doesn't matter. sooner or later the acting will start to feel like an everyday thing. so much so that it's becoming natural soon. which i hope the process of it will slow down in me, cos this person in my own perspective, will be a COLD person.

so friends out there, i believe everyone has the same issue as me and everyone else. it's the way that certain ppl deal with it that i'm sometimes envy of, some other ppl are just upright cold. i guess there're all sort of ppl across the world, too many to understand individually.

well, enough said on this section. just a thought bah i guess. alright, i think my tagboard has been stagnant for a while, if any of u is reading this, do drop a tag, so that i know this space is still worth updating. lol.

and oh, i forgot to announce 3 things.

ONE. I'm finally, officially, one year soldier. so just one year more til i ORD. =)=)

TWO. I'm ALSO finally AND officially, a one year driver. hahaha, no more P-plate for me, although i never bought/put one before, since i've also not driven for exactly one year. =X=X lol.

AND THREE. For those whom i've missed out telling, my sister is pregnant le. old old news alrdy, but decided to write it here since i've never said it b4(i think). so i'm going to be an uncle soon, around mid-july, and it'll be a niece, for those who're wondering. =)=)

kk la, i'm done with this post le. hope that i can meet up with friends that i haven meet in quite some time, to at least know how they're doing and stuff like that. but then come again, if u don't see the point of meeting, i'm fine with it too!!~! =)

take care & see ya'll around!!~! =)=)

2010-05-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

it's my fault, and i know it.

i SWEAR it's really out of good will.

guess, being too cautious is a bad thing afterall.

=(=(

2010-05-16T23:31:00.001+08:00

i'm juz ranting.

is it really that hard to meet up nowadays? what's wrong? adults means dont have to meet up with friends le isit??

disappointing.

=(

2010-05-01T23:39:00.003+08:00

long time never post, but still, i'm gonna bore u readers with emo stuffs that only intended readers will understand.

no matter how many times it happens, i'll still be like this. so, mind me for being so straight forward and abrupt in deciding on a solution for us. correct me if i'm wrong, but to me, it's for the better. to you, it might just be a small matter, but to me, it isn't. and i'm not sure if it's gonna be hard for u, i sure hope it does a little, but it's sure isn't going to be easy for me.

i guess i tend to grow emotionally attached to ppl i care and want to care for, and finally i conclude why i'm so closed up to myself whenever i'm in a new environment. i'm afraid, afraid that i grow attached to anyone, afraid of the day i'll have to leave and i just hate the feeling of leaving.

maybe it's a childish mentality but it's all to save my heart from scratches, cuts, bruises, breaking. i guess i'm just selfish at this point?

nonetheless, i'm unsure if my decision is the correct one, but for the time being, lets leave it as such, although secretly i hope all will be unchanged from the good times of the past(not too secret now).

yeap, i guess these are my sorted-out thoughts? what's yours? hope we'll have a decent chat soon although most probably i wont initiate the conversation. =)

erm, dear readers, do not ask me what is it about okay?? hahaha, it's really only for intented readers. hahaha. a little about what i've been doing, well, have been clearing lots of half days since march was the busy busy month with lots of overtime rehearsals n parades. well, have been clubbing alittle as mentioned in previous posts, hahahaha. pearlyn was saying when did i became such a naughty boy?? hahahaha. i guess things change and like i told her, i learn from the best!! =P

this weekend was pretty bad actually, things happen and i had nothing planned for myself this weekend, so stayed pretty much at home, bored. lol. well, tmr i'll be parading along orchard road yet again, do come see see if u're free bah. hahahaha.

oh yah, and to all my friends out there, please do take care of yourself, the weather has been so bad that it's inevitable to fall sick. so friends, drink lots of water and have sufficient sleep to ensure that u wont fall sick too many times yeah??

alrite, i'll be going le, til next time bah.

=]

2010-04-20T18:44:00.003+08:00

woah. last friday was fun fun fun fun fun. hahahaha.

shyt, i think i'm starting to enjoy clubbing. bad sign bad sign.

well, phuture was so damn packed that night.filled with NSFs and other guys. abit sian. but still it was quite fun, and as the night progresses, it's mega fun cos of the music. hahahaha. well, i guess i'm still lousy at drinking. seriously, people please DO NOT force me to drink on my bdae hor. hahaha. i'll turn ugly. hahahhahaa

then sat, i went for ben's 21st birthday at downtown east. it's was quite nice see-ing him again after so long, and a short catch up session with the other ppl who went too. the photo i assumed someone will post on facebook bah, and yup, i wasn't taking any photos that night, dont be shocked. hahahahaha.

well, i guess i'm joining the diamond4 on their monthly club sessions from this month onwards. hope each one will be as fun, or even more fun.

=]=]

p.s. fidah, if u're reading this, I ASK U 3 TIMES ALREADY HOR!!!! =P

2010-04-14T10:58:00.005+08:00

last week, 7th apr to 9th apr, i went back to pulau tekong for their passing out parade. gosh, it was so so so scourching hot. hahaa, got a nice tan and some nice burns. but still, i have yet to try the rotijohn, sch2 canteen there. sian.... heard that it's really really nice.

then last sat, 10th apr, i went for philwinds concert with jiannxiong, jinkun and russell. well, the concert was okay, although alot of songs i dont really understand but, still it's $5, okay la. hahahahaha. afterwhich, russell went home and kevin joined the 3 of us for supper. then, it's the regulars' stay at my house again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIKANG!! i couldn't go to your chalet due to the concert i'm attending. hope u did have a great 21st birthday and all the best for your future endeavours.

sunday, 11th apr, after jianxiong went off, me and kevin went and catch, "dairy of a wimpy kid".

well, the movie was, quite okay la, funny at time, but do note the casts are all kids, so i guess it's a 3/5 movie. not bad for a weekend lazy-to-think show. hahahaha.

monday, 12th apr, our band got our cohesion day at marina square's bowling alley. it's been so long since i last bowled. i think the last time was 2 years ago, while i was still in poly. lol. well, i realised marina bowl's floor is much more slippery, either that or the shoe soles are just too seasoned. hahaha. and also, there're no 13pounds ball there, i had to use a 12, which has smaller finger holes. haha, however, quite satisfied with my score alrdy la. hahahaha. afterwhich, lunch, and after which karaoke with my bandmates. it was wild man, really really nice. all the laughing, singing, screaming, dancing totally made my day. hahahaha. too bad i'm having a sore throat after that. lol. then mark intro us to this japanese place, the food was nice, really nice. it's almost similar to the ones i had in japan. gosh, it was a fun-filled day and lots of satisfaction for me.

yesterday, 13th apr, went back to work, had more burning sessions in the morning with drills as it was so hot and i did a little jogging in the afternoon with russell. well, i didden have a stopwatch, so couldn't time myself. but i guess it's okay bah.

today, it's an off day, wanted to go out, but i'm abit sick, down with flu, been long since i'm sick, and what's more, i'm sick on an off day. zzzzz. must be due to the weather change yesterday. gosh. hahha.

i'm looking forward to a clubbing session this friday with russell jinkun alvin and fhairil. heard we're going to supperclub. hope it's nice. hahaha. i've change the blog song to TikTok too. don't worry, i won't get addicted to clubbing de. =]

alright, i'm off for breakfast, although it's already 11.20am. zzzz. c u all ard!!

2010-04-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

alrite. this week was kinda nice.

went for a teoheng karaoke session on friday. well, singing was one things, being there with the friends i loved is just, so wonderful.

sat night, i went for wilson's 21st birthday celebration along with my fellow bmt mates. it was nice, see-ing them again after such a long time.

feeling kinda down again, there are so many people that i feel like meeting up, but there's just not enuff time, everyone has their own activities, including me. i guess as we pass from stage to another stage in life, we make more friends, yes, but at the same time, we lose contact with friends.

it's just sad. real sad when u think about this sucky thing that one has to go thru. but what can we do, this is reality. nobody says reality is fair, nobody says life is fair and a good one.

life offers many many things, may it be good or bad. but all of us are sure of one thing at our point of birth, and that is everything will end one day. so many might say, therefore it's up to u to make ur life meaningful, but tell me, what judges ur life whether it has been a good one? Family? Money? Love? Friendship? Career?

As i approach 21years of life this year. i realised(maybe abit slow) that everything will be a routine in future when i work. even now during ns, everyday is just like a routine. and then i realise, everyone else has a routine to follow since birth. learn to communicate and walk, study, work, luck ones gets to retire, marraige, family, death. it's that simple.

i guess, this is life and we cant change it, noone can.

sorry to have made u read this. there are no main points, it's juz random thoughts that came to me. this blog is going to be boring for a while, so sorry.

2010-03-22T17:32:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i've blogged. LOL. been kinda busy and kinda lazy too.

last weekend i had a chalet, kevin's 21st birthday chalet. well it's kinda nice, and it's like a gathering for the rest of us. wlots of nice stuff, and lots of food, really alot. hahahahhaa. alright the photos are all on facebook. do take a look and thats my secondary school friends. =]=]

well, this weekend, i got commissioned for a 2nd time at safti mi. in short, work on a saturday. sian. sat night kevin and jianxiong came over to stay and try out final fantasy13. hahaha, a regular stayover until sunday evening. thats all for this weekend.

today's monday, everyone's wither in camp or busy, so i did a little solo walk this afternoon again. i went to beach road's foodcourt where i had my usual lormee and tang yuan, it's still as yummy as always. =]=] satisfied, i went to cityhall for a walk, and off for a haircut before heading home. tmr til fri it's gonna be fullday overtime rehearsals for the parade on friday. zzzz. gonna be a tiring week.

i'm not emo-ing. just that sometimes life seems meaningless. yes, life is short and we should make it meaningful so that we won't regret. but the fact is still that we're born to await death. hahahaha. nvm, just random thoughts again. i just hope that i can meet more of the people that i wanna meet and missed.

alright, til next week bah. =]=]

2010-03-07T10:40:00.021+08:00

alright. i'll start posting from last saturday. lol. changed my blog song to something that was just now playing on my music player. LOL.

-27th feb 2010, sat-

i had a mini cny celebration over at kevin's place. well, there's steamboat, cake, mahjong and 21points. stayed until pretty late. lol. took a few photos to share bah, take a look.

the cake. quite nice wor.

group shot, minus some late and stanley, who is forever our cameraman cos he dun wanna be in the picture.

myself, rachel and jasmine.

me and jasmine.

MAHJONG!! btw, there were rachel's tiles. lol.

the mahjong players.

randomness.

officer cadet eric, with the mr. lego socks. =]

twenty-one dian "table".

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-28th feb 2010, sun-

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today is jocelyn's 21st bdae celebration over at a function room at a condo near simei. well, the celebration was okay, we did most of the docor ard, then there was catered food and yeah, a birthday cake of cos. hahaha. after that the rest of us, jianxiong kevin jasmine jiahui and me went over to TEOHENG for a karaoke session. haha. well, again, i shall juz let the photos do the talking, but i won't upload much though, for more, visit my profile on facebook. hahahaha.

decorating.

group shot.

the cake.

the army guys.

plus the ladies.

group again.

and again.

yet again.

and the cake got cut, after the globally recognised birthday song.

kevin and jasmine.

me and jasmine.

jiahui and jasmine.

jianxiong and jasmine.

then it's off to teoheng karaoke.

hahaha, thats all bah. this week was hectic. lets summarise day by day bah. (cog=changing of guards, the parade along orchard road. aslc=sgt passing out at sispec.)

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-1st march 2010, mon-

had dinner and dance, was the stage crew, photos at facebook.

-2nd march 2010, tues-

cog rehearsal.

-3rd march 2010, wed-

aslc full band, rest day.

-4th march 2010, thurs-

cog rehearsal in the morning, aslc rehearsal in the night.

-5th march 2010, fri-

aslc at night

-6th march 2010, sat-

my only rest day, i went out to shop at orchard, managed to buy a fred perry tshirt that was recommended by my co-shopper, yt. lol. he couldn't find his shirt though.

-7th march 2010, sun-

which is today, cog. tiring sia, quite a number of photos are taken, but not using my camera, so do look out for tagged photo at my facebook profle bah. lol. afterwhich, i went and meet ang and szejin, whom i haven meet in such a long while, at plaza sing, we ate, walked around, talk cork lor. roughly saw my parade aso. hahaha. thanks for going. =] =]

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alright. tmr's gonna be a rest day for me. this month is gonna be a busy month, i see my deployment(means out of camp, to other camps for rehearsal or a parade) schedule i wanna faint alrdy. hahaha.

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k la, til next time something interesting happen then i'll blog again bah. thanks for being patient with this almost dying blog. lol.

2010-03-02T00:27:00.001+08:00

sorry to readers if there are any, but i've been busy or lazy, so i diddden update for so long.

this week is gonna be SO HECTIC!! so wait til saturday, if i find enuff time then i'll update a proper one okay??

=]

2010-02-19T22:49:00.004+08:00

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

everyday i come back home, 1st thing only, ask n ask n ask questions, for wad??

for the benefit of knowing how to, or some information, for wad??

to get in contact wif that char bor.

FUCK IT. i'll go crazy soon.

nabei.

p.s. pls don't ask wad am i talking about, i do not wish to elaborate. thanks.

2010-02-15T20:38:00.003+08:00

i'm so bored. lol.

even though it's a long weekend, 4 and a half days of weekend+holiday, there's nothing for me to do. i cannot bai nian this year, so for the 1st time in 20 years of my life, i did not go malaysia during chinese new year. lol.

had a mini bbq (grill type) at home, with only my parents, my sis n bro-in-law, and my 2 aunties. it was just a short session, but my mom prepared alot of food, until now, my fridge is like still quite full. lol.

well, this few days, stayed at home and rot, literally rot. zzzzzzz. dota, facebook, l4d2, msn, bioshock, anime, practically stayed in my room whole day lor. but, tv programs on cny are usually boring. this year seems to be quite boring too, maybe cos i usually will spend 2 days in msia, so this year feels quite different bah. next sat then at least i'll get to go kevin's and joshua's place for a visit, permission granted by their family then i can go de. hahahaha.

went out for a little walk juz now, from bugis to suntec and marina square. Practically 1 out of 10 shops are opened only. zzzzz. wasted my time, wanted to shop abit, but, oh well, at least i eased my boredom abit.

tmr is the last day of the cny holidays, i gonna find a place to cut my hair tmr, before resuming work on wed.

alrite, i'll go back to rotting and being a otaku le.

=]

2010-02-12T15:00:00.005+08:00

YESSH!!! i bought bioshock2 liao. gonna start playing soon. dante's inferno is attracting me aso. hahhaa.

i'm starting to realise, maybe a bit late, that as we grow up, the more apart we'll be. and it's tiring to keep the bond tight if it's only a one-sided thing. not saying that i'm like the only one in a situation like this, but i guess it's just like that.

i'm also kinda sick of organising gatherings and outings. one, not only it's not appreciated, ppl will say say say things. two, why can't i just like the rest, wait and wait and wait to see who organises then just go for it, or even not go for it. and it seems like these people doesn't even care if we got meet-up anot. guess it's just like that when we grow up.

it sucks.

sorry that i made u read my rant, blogger doesn't allow protected posts and i just have to rant it somewhere.

2010-02-08T00:07:00.003+08:00

i can no longer see the world the way i see it before.

reality over-rules one's thoughts and the way he/she see things.

everything is not as "nice" or "perfect" as i wished it will be.

too bad.

2010-02-04T20:31:00.003+08:00

gosh there's so many games i wanna buy. here's a list of them and it's release date for any kind souls out there who wished to donate or gift them to me. muaahahahahahaha. =]

borderlands - out long ago. 20th oct 2009.

dante's inferno - 9th feb 2010.

bioshock 2 - 9th feb 2010.

final fantasy 13 - 9th mar 2010.

god of war 3 - 16th mar 2010.

so many wants, so little salary, or rather like what they say as an excuse, allowance. lol.

it's been so long since i've seen certain friends. and even longer for some. hope that meet-ups doesn't drop as we're growing up, although it's inevitable. =X

alright, wait til i have something or the weekends then i'll update bah. TML FRIDAY AND IT'S WEEKENDS AGAIN!!! WOOOOHOOO~~~

=]

2010-02-03T21:02:00.004+08:00

a short post.

someone on facebook create this page for ppl to become a fan of it. i just wanted to record the sentence down here on my blog cos i find it meaningful, and it's something that i'm definitely guilty of. =X

Don't make someone a priority if they only make you an option.

i will, even if advices ask me not to. oppps...

=]

2010-01-31T20:53:00.007+08:00

another week has passed. it's the weekends again, although sat n sun felt short, but it's still fun i guess. =]

30th Jan, Sat

rotted at home til night comes, met up wif jianxiong 1st at singapore post's subway for dinner before heading down to the long-awaited teoheng karaoke at katong shopping centre for a 4 hours session, 7pm to 11pm. well, it's nice, to have quite a big grp this time. hahaha, 9 ppl, jianxiong, kevin, jiahui, kenneth, jasmine, rachel, yisong, stanley and myself. not bad la, 4 hours seems to be juz enuff or abit short, maybe next time if it's such a big grp, should book 5 hours. hahahahaha. alright, here's a few group photos. In the action photos?? go facebook bah, cos nothing much. =]

after the karaoke session, the whole grp, minus yisong and stanley who went off 1st, went to yong he dao huey at geylang. eric joined us where we gave him his birthday present, as it was pass midnight le, and our dear eric is officially 21yo (his bdae is 31st jan). afterwhich we all went home and as usual, jianxiong n kevin came over to my house and stay.

31st Jan, Sun

they woke up at like 11 plus, i guess they're all too tired out from previous day's activities bah. well, kevin FINALLY COMPLETED his "infamous" game after so so so so so long. lol.

YANTING!!!!, i can finally pass infamous to u.

lol. jianxiong left at 12 plus, cos he's meeting for dimsum i think. kevin stayed til around 3 or 4 pm while playing uncharted2. this week, didden catch a movie, so no reviews bah. =]

time, really waits for no man. it has been so long since my sis or my cousin shared room with me, but it feels so recent. i guess time realli passes very very fast and i realised i have to do as many things, meet up with as many friends as possible before i run out of time of earth. it's just just so fast, i'm gonna turn 21 this year alrdy. gosh. hahaha. and also, time speeds when u're having fun and crawl when u're working, which is just sucky. lol.

so people, do ask me out okay? (sounds like a despo no life guy, lol, but i'm not. =]) time is passing really fast, a blink of eye, nearly a year since i graduate from poly le. blink a few more time, i think i carrying walking stick liao. hahahaha, so do date me out ppl. =P

i'll update again if there's anything bah. for now i'll go slp le, there's work tml. GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!!

=]

2010-01-24T21:19:00.011+08:00

hi again. been quite some time since i've blogged. lol.

changed my blog song to "rain" by creed, it's sounds nice, listen to the lyrics,

i feel it's gonna rain like this for days,
so let it rain down and wash everything away.
i hope that tomorrow the sun will shine,
with every tomorrow comes another life.

i interpret it as i'll feel emo for a few days, but juz let it be, emo a while and i'll wash the worries away eventually, and that the future will be better. the lyrics is just so meaningful to me at least. overheard it over in my nokia music randomly. favourite song for the time being. =]

MD was great, it's kinda nice playing in esplanade, at least with the size of spband, the hall doesn't vibrate as if it's gonna collapse anytime soon. lol.

well, last weekend, actually i watched a movie with jianxiong kevin n jiahui, daybreakers, didden did a review as i wanted my concert details to be up, 1st on my blog entries. hahahaha.

well, day breakers is kinda nice, about a world where human race is endangered, vampire are everywhere, shortage of blood and the development of a blood substitude. well, the story is kinda okay, but in the end the solution to the shortage of blood crisis is kinda, well, sudden & simple. LOL. out of 5, i shall say it's juz a 2.5/5 show, or maybe a 3/5?? yup. =]

this weekend was a bummer. it started off with a plan to go teoheng karaoke, whereby plan failed as it was full, even though i called to booked on WEDNESDAY!! omg. so many kiasu ppl in singapore who booked the place freaking early. lol.

so karaoke? FAILED.

next, i had this idea of going for a table tennis session on sat, i called up the community centre @ chaichee(bedok area), they had this 12.30pm to 2.30pm slot left. i have only one bat, so i went to city plaza to get a cheap $5.50 bat and i went over to the CC le, but once i reached there, they told me the slot was taken. zzzz.

so tabletennis? FAILED.

well, since i was there, jx asked me to ask about badminton, regrettably, it was full too. so i asked jx to call up kampung ubi cc(eunos there) and geylang serai cc(my hus here). ubi one has a function, and my cc's court is under renovation. zzzz. btw, did i mentioned i was at the chaichee cc alone?? zzzzz..

so badminton? FAILED.

so in the end, sat only went and catch a movie with jianxiong, kevin and jiahui again. this time we watched, tooth fairy.

toothfairy was hilarious. but most of the funny parts are alrdy shown in the trailer. but anyway, it was a nice, kids' show la. lame moments here and there. and there's this guy, who's therock's mentor in the show, the face, classic, classic-ly funny. hahahahaha. a 3.5/5 movie or 4/5. =]

so, my plan was to implement a little sports into our weekends, so, this morning, we went downstairs for a little basketball. jx went off for lunch though, while me n kevin go for basketball. well, near my residental, there's 2 basketball courts. we went to the 1st one, there's a soccer match there. we went to the 2nd court, there's like a basketball tournament there or smth, there's like 20+ ppl there. LOL.

so basketball? FAILED.

it's not that i don't wanna do some sports, it's just that i'm not fated. hahaha. i've learned the act of kiasu-ness as i've officially made reservations for teoheng karaoke next sat. LOL. this time, it will not fail again. =D

the rest of the day, i went out for a walk/light shopping with my mom, we went orchard, then vivo, then bugis. happening rite?? didden buy anything in the end though, but ate alot. LOL. i got a haircut an hour ago, and now, it's about time to close my eyes and awaits a new day, where i can have monday's blues again. zzzzz. hate work.. yawns..

kk la, til next weekend bah, lets hope the next is more interesting, i think i'll spam photo taking during he teoheng sessions. hahahhaaha, btw, MD concert photos, go my facebook and see, i didden take as i didden bring my camera, so kinda lazy to copy and paste to upload here, so do go my facebook and see bah.

Hope to see u all soon. Especially those that i haven't seen in a while. meet me up can?? lol.

2010-01-16T10:46:00.003+08:00

I'll be playing in the Singapore Polytechnic Symphonic Band in their annual,

MUSICAL DELIGHTS XXXIII (i think it's 33rd)
18th Jan 2010
This coming Monday.
7.30pm, Esplanade Concert Hall
Tickets @ $15

Repertoire:
Elisabeth
Star Wars Trilogy
Symphonic Dance Music From "West Side Story"
La Forza del Destino
and more....

DO CONTACT ME FOR TICKETS OKAY??!!

=]

2010-01-10T19:23:00.005+08:00

i just realised (yet again) , that life is a bore. routines makes me sick, but that's how life is.

i'm really happy to have the people around me, my family and friends, who make my life more interesting.

i have been thinking about my future. and woah, i realised that it's so dark, so unsure, so blurry.
what i wanna study after ord? IDK.
what career i want in my lfie? IDK.

i'm not prepared to be an adult just yet, but it's coming my way. and we are all growing, soon there'll be a time when i just loses everything, my loved ones, my friends, and it's just saddening to know that everything will be lost. i'm not sure whether i'll be able to survive in the future.

i mentioned this to yt before, he asked me not to think too much and to take a step at a time. it's just that when i think of it, it's sad. then i'll start asking how is it possible for other people to be so clear of what they want in their life, and i dont. guess i just don't have the brain, or wadeva qualities they possesses.

it's just lots and lots of uncertainties. and it's just scary to think about them. are these signs of maturity? i don't know, but the sooner i get to know these answers to my questions, the better. for now i'm juz denying the fact that i'm already so old and also the responsibilities of an adult. i guess it's my personality that causes me to do so. oh well, what to do? suck thumb. time waits for no man.

well, my thoughts aside. Happy 21st BIRTHDAY to LOY!! although i don't think he will be reading this. hope that u'll stay crazy and cheerful as always. =] sorry that i didden come for yesterday's gathering. had smth on.

today, i met jianxiong and kevin for yet another movie, Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant.
the movie was not too bad, and obviously they'll have a sequel to it. hahaha. the music was nice, as commented by jx and well i guess, the movie deserves a rating of 4/5. or at least a 3.5/5. btw, the male lead is named, DARREN. lol. just saying for the fun of it. lol.

alrite, i gonna book in soon anyway, life of a staying in ns personnel. anyway, i'll just end with a shoutout to a friend of mine.

to u, whom decided to leave us. i've nothing to say. i just hope that u didden regret what u did, and u're feel better by leaving. but, just to add, u could have talk to us as we are there, no matter what the problem is. Rest in Peace, my friend.

2010-01-03T22:02:00.004+08:00

31st dec, thurs

went to arnold's chicken with jianxiong kevin, jiahui, after after jx and jh booked out from sispec. it was juz poily, damn oily. fried chicken mah, so of cos oily la. lol.

jiahui went home. the rest of us went and catch alvin and the chipmunks 2, a 7.30pm show at bugis shaw theatre.

alvin and the chipmunks 2, a total standard movie for kids. hahahaha. so, for it's cuteness and ever-irritating voice, a rating of 3/5 lor. hahahhaa.

afterwhich, we went over to jasmine's house for wii and also countdown to the new year. there was a mini feast of sashimi, pizza and kfc. thanks jasmine for treating. we went and see the fireworks display from a nearby hdb block too. and what's the 1st thing we did in the new year?? play wii, sweat alot due to the jogging games, which is good. hahahaha.

thanks to all who wished me happy new year. HAPPY 2010 TO ALL OF YOU AS WELL!!! =]

1st jan, fri

jianxiong and kevin came over to my house, washed up and slpt. tired sia, it was like 3plus 4am alrdy.

woke up at around noon, they stayed and play games all the way til ard 6pm like that, then they went off. i don't rmb wad i did after that, but i believe it's just some random surfing of the internet thats all.

2nd jan, sat

i went to clementi's gamewerks to buy myself the God of War Collection for ps3. =] it's actually gow1 and gow2 combined in one disc, "remastered in high definition", as written on the case, for playing on the ps3. it's a nice game. i'm loving it til now, 9/10 game. =]

after that met jianxiong for dinner at singapore post, before we walk over to jasmine's house for mahjong with kevin, jasmine, rachel and jiahui. well, in the end, play until damn late, so jianxiong and kevin came to my place and slp over again. lol.

3rd jan, sun.

today, the 2 of them left at ard 11am. after that, i played gow until ard 4pm. went and get my haircut, and FINALLY, i mean REALLY FINALLY, played few rounds of "little big planet" with yanting. been so long since i plyed any games with him lor. army eats up alot of our time i guess. and then when evening came, i went to parkway parade with my mom to get my dad a pair of slippers, and we also bought some groceries.

alright ppl, i'll be staying in camp from tml onwards, for at least a month. i'll still come out every weekend though, just that won't be like the last 3 months bah.

juz a random thought that made me realised something impt, maybe u all realised this much much earlier but it juz came to me recently.

what if my parents are gone? what will it be like?

i just got depressed juz by imagining life without them, but i know that day will come eventually, i have to get prepared.

press on darren. =]

2009-12-30T12:59:00.014+08:00

28/12 monday

today was a day out with my parents, since they're both on leave and i'm too. we went orchard. shopping. i bought like 3 tshirts i think. lol. then walk shop walk shop walk shop lor. i decided to bring my parents to marche to let them try out the food. yes. marche again, this time at the newly opened branch, over at 313@ somerset. my dad was like complaining the food wasn't good, but when i was back after ordering a roasted chicken crepe with my mom, my rosti was half gone. zzzzzz. lol. we alrdy had takeaway buns from marche. they have this "spicy cheese bun", tat costs merely 60cents per piece, lemmi tell u. it's really spicy. REALLY SHOIK!! but come again, my VERY SPICY might be any of your ok-lor-spicy, so yup, nonetheless, give it a try. hahahaha.

after that went to spband with fidah. but b4 that, we went to clementi cos fidah wanna eat her wanton mee there. lol. then it's off to practice. well, practice was so so la, like that lor. nth much. it's so near to concert liaox, but i haven confirm whether i can play for it, gonna apply leave. hahaha. for those who don't know yet, i'll be playing in singapore poly symphonic band on the
18th January, 7.30pm at esplanade concert hall. however, it's a monday for dunno wad reason. lol. do approach SISTIC for tickets if u want. 15 dollars i think.

29/12 tuesday

went jogging in the morning, after so long. and just like i expected, slow like ****. lol. today, didden have any plans but tat heng asked me on facebook whether wanna go out, and i did.

i met tat heng, szejin, wenhao and edmund at the museum. just in case anyone wanna know, they're my bmt platoon mates. there was this egypt exhibition. well, it was so so lor. random laughs and random scares here and there. they were joking about the KahMunRah, it think it's a character from night at the museum 2. it was funny. hahaha, i think we're the noisest around there lor. hahaha, but who cares? =]

we went to ishi mura, at PoMo (the paradis centre, renamed). it was nice, and cheap, next time should go there for often. hahahaha. JAPANESE FOOD ROCKS!! =D

edmund headed home, due to bad tummy ache. the rest of us went over to vivocity, where we decided to watch "sherlock holmes". szejin went off and meet his parents somewhere ard vivo while the 3 of us left slacked at starbucks while waiting for jonathan to come. ate at carls jr, then it's off to the movie.

sherlock holmes was nice, a mystery solving show. nice. hahaha. i must admire the character for being so smart and so spot-on on everything. the fake magic was cool too, and the method to create those tricks were just brilliant. 4/5 movie. worth the watch, although i was like at the 2nd row. hahahahahaha.

30/12 wednesday.

i got my 1st esplanade pass today!!! i know i'm noob la, dont compare. hahahahaha. i performed with philyouth at esplanade's outdoor theatre. it was quite okay i guess, but somehow, even though it's beside the river, it was super hot on stage. thats the 1st bummer. 2nd bummer is that my rotary stop arm pad dropped off. luckily it was the thumb key, so still okay just that i have to switch to F fingerings, which i sucked. gonna repair it le, missing screws. hahaha. alright, there were photos taken and here are some, i shall leave it to them to do the talking.

fidah!! paiseh about the horn. =X
hornmates =]
hornmates. =]

thanks yiyang for coming and support. paiseh, didden see ur sms until i finished performing. and i was sian about my horn that i din notice the audience. hahaha. thanks for the cookies too. =]
thank you bingrui, wilson, szejin and daniel (left to right) for coming to support. =]

after the performace, i went to carl jrs(yet again) with my bmt bunkmates (the above 4, lol.) well, chatted, ate, bing ordered this portobello thick burger and he asked for double patty. OMG!! IT WAS FREAKING HUGE LA!!! people next time go try bah. hahahahahahahhaa. ask for triple even.

okay. thats all i guess. i juz got the screws replaced for the horn over at windworks. today's new year's eve, my friends are booking out soon. wonder if there's anything for me today. hahahaha. okay la, i shall blog again soon.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! SEE YOU ALL NEXT YEAR!!! or today. =X

=]

2009-12-27T22:53:00.015+08:00

christmas week/period was quite okay i guess. lol.

23rd dec. wednesday.

i went out to shop for clothes and also shop for christmas gifts. hahaha. got some nice decent stuff. i guess. hahaha. went and reserved an ice-cream log cake from swensens too.

evening time, i met loy to go for philyouth concert @ vch. it was a nice concert. extreme makeover and 3rd symphony was well-played. goodjob!! =]

24th dec. thursday. christmas eve.

my sec sch mates had steamboat/bbq at my place. there was quite alot of food, gift exchanges and also there was a logcake. i guess i'll just let the photos do the talking bah. hahahaha. =]

25th dec. friday. christmas.

jianxiong and kevin stayed over. we played, ate, slack, around until 5pm like that, then me n jianxiong went airport. but he meet his friends, while i went n meet fidah and nicholas, along wif fidah's friends. we had popeyes at terminal 3. omg, it's been so long since i last ate it. the cajun fries and cajun sauce for the mashed potato is just so nice. =]

afterwhich, nicholas drove fidah, susu and myself over to changi beach, where the "childhood-deprieved" fidah went to play the swing. hahahaha. well, we slacked, enjoyed the beach breeze and chit-chat alot there. some photos bah. =]

26th dec. saturday. boxing day.

spent the whole day at home. initially wanted to meet kevin for dinner, but in the end i was too lazy to go out. hahaha. jianxiong came over instead. we watched "obessed" by beyonce together, on my PC. later in the nite, kevin and jinkun came over too. played some games, watched "我猜我猜我猜猜猜". jinkun went home, while jianxiong and kevin stayed over again.

27th dec. sunday. today.

went to philyouth practice for this coming wed's performance at esplanade's outdoor theatre. the practice was okay i guess.

afterwhich went and meet yt at jp. it was a really short meetup. as he needed to book in. we ate at burger king nia. the whole meetup only lasted for like 40mins. short rite? hahaha. but at least got meet lor. haha.

kk la. for those who are interested, i'll be performing with philyouth on this coming wednesday, 30th dec, at esplanade's outdoor theatre at ard 7.20pm and 2nd time at 8.40pm. if any of u are around that area on wednesday nite, do come and see see hear hear lor. we're playing just a few familiar tunes only though. =]

2009-12-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

this few days, i've managed to meet up wif a few grps of friends.

17th dec, thurs.

i finally managed to meet up wif yt again after dunno how many weeks since he enlisted but i was late, damn late due to work. so sorry. but yt FORGOT TO BRING STREET FIGHTER 4!!!!! so i guess we're even. =P well, we went orchard, walked ard ion for a while b4 we head over to 313 @somerset de food republic for dinner. i had this beef phad thai, which was quite nice, but it's abit costly. $6. lol. well, orchard foodcourts are expensive, bo bian. then afterwhich we head to heeren macdonalds to slack lor, it's like the "always visited" chilling/talk cork place whenever we go orchard, and then somehow we'll end up taking the last few trains de. although it was short but it's nice to meet up wif yt after so long. botak sia. =]

18th dec, fri.

after work, i met up wif pearlyn, for he ji bao at aljunied. order quite alot sia. 5 or 6 plates, and to our shock, it comes in 5 pieces instead of 3. damn full can?? haha. pearlyn organise more outings/meetups lehz. if can include more our class ppl!! =]

after that, pearlyn went off for "horror movie" session. lol. i went and meet jasmine, kevin, jiahui, jason, eric n jiahui at rochor dao huey. cool, the new units for them are as follows. jianxiong&jiahui are going sispec, eric going ocs and kevin going combat medic. good luck in wadeva unit u all going bah. =]

19th dec, sat.

after the ocs parade, i met up wif jianxiong to have dinner at botakjones, bedok. it was still as nice, but they no longer have pasta salad as one of their sides. sad sia, guess i won't b going there much liao. afterwhich, met up wif eric n stanley, eric drove us to this desserts place at serangoon gardens there. i ordered this apple cumble wif apple cinnamon icecream and lots of caramel. omg, it was damn sweet and nice. guess i juz couldn't resist sweet stuff, especially caramel. =]

20th dec, sun, today.

went to meet yt for my long awaited sf4. (like finally sia...) grab a drink, talk a little crap then i'm off to vivocity to meet wendy, nicholas, shichun & jinkun. we went and makan at marche. it's been so long since i've last went marche, which was like at suntec. lol. and this is like my 3rd time going only. well, i had rosti. and o m g, i'm so in love wif it now. hahaha. i'll definitely go back marche for a meal soon (when i'm richer, cos quite ex. =X).

alright, thats it for the week, sorry for the lack of photos for this post, didden bring camera cos my activities are right after work, so i can't bring a camera along. christmas is around the corner, i gonna do some light xmas shopping le. hahaha.

one more thing, do tag my tagboard, getting dead soon. hahahahahaha.

=P

2009-12-15T16:48:00.006+08:00

5 days ago, both my grandparents re-united in his kingdom, after 32 years.

yesterday, during the cremation for my grandma.
i could see & feel the sadness for the loss.
my aunts were crying out loud,
my uncles were tearing in silence,
my cousin were weeping as well.
i can't help but teared too.

guess i just can't stand depressing moments.
and i can't help to tear if others are crying.

well, although it's a physical loss,
but she'll always be remembered, thought of,
and will definitely live within our hearts.
Thank you ah ma for bringing our family together all these years.

i'll like to thank to all who came for the wake,
and among them are a great bunch of friends,
who are always there, ever supporting,
& i guess like jasmine's photo album's name on facebook,
they are all that matters.

Thank you for coming/contributing.
Jianxiong, Kevin, Jasmine, Rachel, Jiahui, Kenneth, Stanley, Jason & Jocelyn.

And also thanks to all who send their condolences. it's appreciated.
Thank you.

2009-12-12T15:55:00.015+08:00

it's just one after another,
time and time again,
i'm not sure how my heart is going to take it.

like u said, i should think of myself once in a while.
but what it does only makes me feel bad.
cos i always feel so extra,
or rather i AM the spare one.

i have no idea what to do anymore?
keep joking about it?
yes it worked, while it lasts.

maybe i should just disappear,
but i can't, and i don't want to,
because my heavily scarred heart refuses,
as it still feels the same ever since.

wishful thinkings yet again.
what a fool i am.

虽然我愿意，
但心还想着你。

2009-12-11T17:09:00.001+08:00

to be honest, i was not close to my grandmother.
but still, there's sense of loss i've felt.

a little quote, by David Harkins

You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back,

or you can do what she had want,
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

to my grandmother,

May you rejoice in his kingdom,
Rest in Peace.

2009-12-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

this post is to compensate missing out thanking a friend.
p.s. as you can see from my tagbox. =P

THANK YOU YI YANG FOR COMING TO THE COG PARADE!!!! =]

not bad ah. lol. a post dedicated to u lehz. hahaha. thanks for coming for cog, visiting this blog and thanks for all the laughter and the tears that u've brought me.

aiyo, machiam thank you speech like that. lol.

=]

it's true..

2009-12-07T17:13:00.004+08:00

this message goes out to friends whom i've smsed.

PLEASE REPLY ASAP!!!

hahaha. yeah. reply soon so that i can carry on with the planning/confirmation of the various gatherings. Do suggest n vote please. Thank you.

=]

Change of blog song.
Cry. by Kelly Clarkson.
the lyrics means alot, to me at least.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Whenever i see you,
i'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue.
Pretend I'm okay with it all
act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels to really cry?
Cry.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Pretence,
something that i've been used to.
Tears,
something that no words can express.

When tears fall, they're easy to wipe off,
but how do i erase the stain from my heart?

2009-12-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

today marks the 2nd cog parade along orchard that i've done.

thanks to jasmine and kevin who came down. esp kevin, though i didden c u, u came down in no.4 sia. 感动有没有？haha. and also thanks to jasmine who frantically took photos, heard from kevin she machiam paparazzi, thanks. =]

well. it's quite fun, though it was slightly drizzling, damped my march cards, but well, it's was kinda great. hahaha. tml's gonna be an off-day for me. wonder what i'll be doing, hahaha. =]

a little quote to end off, hahaha, random rite? i find it very true, EVERY part of it.

Time is too SLOW for those who WAIT,
too FAST for those who FEAR,
too LONG, for those who GRIEVE,
too SHORT for those who REJOICE,
but for those who LOVE,
time is ETERNITY.
~Henry Van Dyke

ur prayers are working, and i thank you for that.
let's keep things the way it is now.
once again, i thank you.
=]

2009-12-03T21:48:00.008+08:00

been kinda busy at work recently. lots of parades, rehearsals and stuffs.

i will try to fork out time to,

- meet up my friends
- plan a christmas gathering
- either just for sec sch friends or for everyone i know.
- plan spband clique gathering
- fidah not free to plan, it's me again then, sure rain. lol.
- plan a dict gathering
- so so so long since i last seen some of u.
- go for spband
- suhaila misses me, so i should go back soon. lol.
- sort out my thoughts
- plan what to do during my leave
- sometime during last 2 weeks of dec
- rent a car to drive this december
- lol. have been wanting to drive. haven't touch the wheel since i've pass in may. sad rite? lol.
- badminton, bowling, jogging, swimming and any other sports i'm interested in
- anyone wanna jio me for anything? hahahaha.

i guess that's like enuff to keep me on my toes this december.

gosh. time flies. i'm alrdy 20. how i wish i was much younger. although when i'm 21, i'm free to do even more things. hahaha.

i loved my POLY years and i missed it so so much. why?
- becos there's no rules. u're free to do wadeva u want everyday.

i loved my SEC SCH years and i missed it so so much. why?
- becos i was so clear of what i liked at that time. band. lol.

i loved my PRI SCH years and i missed it so so much. why?
- becos i always feel true happiness and it's just real fun.

i loved my CHILDHOOD years and i missed it so so much. why?
- becos i dunno what is stress, being fake, politics, love, backstabbing, lies, rejections, denials, uncertainties, worries and so many other things in the reality world.

i'm in a new phase of life now. but so far, i've been hating it.

=\

2009-11-28T21:43:00.008+08:00

i caught 2 movies this weekend.

1st up. NEW MOON. caught it last nite with jasmine kevin n stanley. well, i didden realli watch the 1st one, so i'm kinda lost at certain parts. but it was quite okay, the story is interesting, since i kinda like mystical stuffs n creatures. hahaha. but overall, i think the movie is a total male version of a chick flick movie. for like 80% of the time, there are well-bodied male characters walking, running around topless. i would say, a 3.5/5?? for a few reasons, one, i didden watch the 1st one. two, movies based on storybooks will never be as well-portraited as the book itself. and lastly, it's just topless guys taking air-time of the movie. boring~~.

next up, i caught MULAN with kevin and jianxiong this evening. well, i sort of read and know mulan's story, i think this story depicts it decently well. abit draggy at certain parts where mulan was emo-ing about the guy, but overall it's okay. 4/5 movie. interesting story, talks about feelings and emotions are useless and redundant during war. and basically the story of mulan la. some humour at certain points too. but still, war movies with the emphasis on human's coldness, love, and family usually gets me a little depressed. haha.

alright. thats all for this weekend i guess. gonna find time to meet up with more friends in future. hahaha.

i guess i'll need to treat the whole thing abit more lightly. gonna force myself to be less emotionally attached. i guess i'll just treat the whole thing as a joke, and myself as a simpleton for doing whatever i did. and i'm just glad that it's only affecting me and not others, at least there's only one dumbass who's bothered by it. hahahaha.

well, my wishful thinking once again.

everything will be fine. ??

2009-11-25T23:48:00.003+08:00

i think my approach of joking about it all day long is going well.
at least everybody is happy, more imptly, u are happy.
and i will at least make myself believe i'm happy.
or am i making a wrong approach??

intended reader, if u're reading this, u'll understand.
please tell me in private whether this is working for everyone.

Thank you. =]

p.s. i ran out of ideas wad to do for myself anymore.

2009-11-23T21:05:00.001+08:00

i've decided to keep making jokes,
out of the thing that hurts me the most,
as this will keep everyone happy,
and also it makes me believe i'm happy.

2009-11-22T11:38:00.014+08:00

Following up to my previous post. i'll like to show gratitude to every individual of batch 81. i'll follow the order i made previously, if not later u all say i rank u all again. hahaha, but i'll put alvin n jk 1st though. =P

staff morrison. seriously, the most fun and serious person that one can get. he's very, or rather, extremely father-ly and a 好男人 without doubts. Thank you for taking care of us for the last 9 weeks. it has been fun, real fun under your care and i just hope u'll enjoy ur off period bah. hahaha. we'll all go geylang soon again. =]

......... alvin tan. my horn senior, for so so so long. thanks for always being there, although it's bad for your back when u laugh, but i know being happy dominates over every other things in life. thanks for making me laugh when i'm down and making me down when i'm up. hahaha. we shall emo talk n make more "drilling" noises next time. =]

jinkun. without doubts, my friend since spband, ex-coordinating partner. hahaha. it's been real enjoyable that u n alvin are here with me in training. if not, i doubt i'll fit in anywhere. haha. well, i'm always open for more htht if u want. wish u well for the future bah. =]

yiyang, VIFriend. hahaha. glad that you are someone i can count on and i hope i was one too?? lol. definitely, i'll miss sitting behind you, hearing your very awesome singing and every other things. Even though we're in different bands now, i'll still be available, anytime, for htht on ANYTHING if you need it. Thank you, for allowing me to enjoy my 9 weeks with you, it has been great and i'll definitely remember it, always. =]

hazmi. a rather emo person, but don't worry okay. hahaha. thanks for all the random high-ness u never fail to provide. it's been fun. rmb that we always have friends or someone to turn to when we're feeling down, the world is not as lonely as u think it might be. haha. stay happy, stay cheerful and lastly, stay CRAZY!! =P

loyxingwen. my 1st impression of him is that he's a cool guy, and by the end of 9weeks, he's still as cool as i thought him to be, plus a pinch of craziness, sometimes. lol. haha. thanks for everything n i believe we'll have more codenames, more htht-es and hopefully, less drama. haha. always remember, "SAFE" is the word. =P

nicholas(in white). our zai kia, who is forever up there, but still a humble person. it's fun that u're in our batch, and of cos, nearing our graduation, all the talks that me n alvin always do, i guess u joined in as well. hahahaha. speak our mind man. LOL. gonna coach me more table tennis bah, i'm damn noob. lol. =]

russell. muse fan. (FINALLY!! SOMEONE!!) lol. seriously u're the only friend that i have that speaks in that accent so well. it's cool siol. hahaha. hard to play while marching rite?? yeah. i totally understand, but we'll get over it n get better sooner or later de la. haha. more rockband sessions in future yeah?? =]

joshua. don't play play, bandfusion administrator hor. hahahaha. thanks for all the, "你做麽这样sad?". hahaha. u're like one of the most most efficient person i've seen when it comes to work. hahaha. an advice though, don't be too reckless in what u say and do. lol. and omg, why do we look so similar in this photo? LOL.

keith(in black). thanks for all the info on accessories and stuffs. i hope and know u'll do well in future. send my regards to mr ng bah, since i didden contact him for so long. hahahaha. thanks for driving people around, though i didden try yet. hahaha. next time bah. =]

david ar. i guess i'll thank you for all the musical entertainment that u bring for our batch in the training room bah. u'll definitely do well in wadeva that u'll do de. Thanks also for composing/arranging our graduation piece. it was great. =]

hong ghee. philyouth president wor. hahahaha. kitying just asked me on facebook whether i know u. hahahaha. kinda know u during that time when i help play for ur botanic garden performances. haha. thanks for being a part of batch 81. =]

9 weeks. i always thought it was long. but it went by so quickly. i'm feeling everything that one will feel upon graduation.

HAPPY, that we've all graduated.
SAD, cos we'll be separated.
NERVOUS, about what is to come in the future.
FEARFUL, that we'll drift apart.
ANXIOUS, to know when we'll meet again.
"HOPE-FUL", that we'll still stay in contact.
EMO, that certain things that i wish will stay the same, will undeniably change.

hahaha. well, i am glad that the 9 weeks was real fun, enjoyable, and the memories of the whole experience will always stay with me. Thank you batch 81!

=]

2009-11-21T08:12:00.004+08:00

yesterday. 20th Nov 2009.

it was the day of our graduation from training wing. i was hoping so much for this day to come, so that i can really know whether i'm gonna post out, or gonna stay here.

i always thought that i'll feel fine, and that i'll just graduate without feeling sad and stuff, but i was wrong. i didden know why, but i felt that even though it was just a short 9 weeks together, i got to know quite a few really good friends and also within these few weeks, although there was some major downtime for me, all of us got kinda closer to each other. or maybe that's from my point of view only.

now that the 12 of us are even-ly spreaded across the 3 bands, although it'll be in the same old millipede-infested place, but still, it's gonna be different from now on. i'm so gonna miss, or rather treasure, some of the times spent in the training room or various ip rooms for some of u.

batch 81 is great. although we're all of different personality, i'm glad it was fun for the past 9 weeks.

=]

i just hope we will never lose contact.

2009-11-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday was bad,
today is great,
tml will be better,
i hope.

it's just questions after questions.
that's wad happened to me during major breakdowns.

2009-11-14T12:17:00.005+08:00

anyway.

forgot to post about last weekend.

last sat, 7/11. i met up wif my sectionmates back from bmt. i dun realli recall wad we did but, i guess, the usuals, walk ard, eat, i dont think we caught a movie bah. lol. c la.. no photos is like that de. cant recall liaox. LOL. opps. anyone remember pls tell me okay? lol.

last sun, 8/11. i had nth on the whole day, so i tot i'll take a walk ard cityhall ard to ease my boredom. yi yang was nice enuff to agree in joining me for this meaningless walk. lol. well, we went ard, looking at clothes, cd-es, books. then we ate at justacia, which was quite newly opened at marina square. the place is much much cozier than the one at dhoby ghaut exchange. afterwhich we went over to esplande's library so that yi yang can read his newspaper. i'm not a fan of reading, and i don't know why. haha. anyway, b4 we went off, yi yang did a tarot card reading for me.

my question was, "will i find love?" (machiam despo for love ah... lol. =X)

the reading went like, there'll be a girl, in my workplace, through or is a friend and it'll be a smooth relationship. somehow, it turns out that it's all good cards. which is good i guess, but i'm just wondering if it's a one sided love, or a mutual one. cos sadly for me, it's a 100% one-sided til now. hahaha. i juz hope i find someone that i love, who is willing to love me back as well. =]

anyway, although i brought a camera, we didden took any photos, i guess i was quite quiet (surprising yeah?) that day and there wasn't any right time to take photos bah. lol.

these few days have been fun i guess.
thursday, i caught 'paranormal activities' with yiyang, hazmi, russell, nicholas, jinkun and joshua. it's kinda nice. but to me, it was a different type of scare factor, which i'm newly exposed to and i realised that i'm doing alrite coping wif it. it's a 3.5/5 movie. but for it's real-ness. it can get up to 4.5/5. it seems to work on some of my friends who watched this movie tgt. anyone who can't slp at night or feels bothered, feel free to give me a call bah. =]

yesterday, friday. i went and catch '2012' with batch 81 mates again. this time, everyone except russell n david was there. we slacked, chatted, camwhored at subway, b4 catching the late 10.40pm movie. the movie was great, and it 's somehow depressing at certain parts to me. it's a nice 4.5/5 movie i guess. what's more to a good movie then catching it with some of the greatest friends that you have. so do catch it ppl. =]

i guess it's just movies after movies. lol. sorry fidah who wanted to watch paranormal activities wif the boys( one of the 2 is me. =]). i'll watch again if u got time to. =P and paiseh kevin & my sec sch mates who is watching 2012 today, i was asked slightly earlier.

time flies, i'm at my last week of training wing with batch 81. even if i fail in the end, it wouldn't be the same. it's was a rough start. but sooner or later, i realised that there's a good bunch of ppl here that i can be friends with. thanks the whole batch for the experience given, good/bad. and i really liked how things worked out this few days/weeks, as long as everyone is happy, i guess i'll be happy.

=]

2009-11-13T18:56:00.002+08:00

today,was a little too much for me.

infatuation.?

i don't think so.

but, as long as everyone's happy,

it's alrite yeah?

2009-11-07T09:59:00.009+08:00

Sadness.

Definition: an emotion characterised by feelings of disadvantage, loss and helplessness.

Definitedly, in our life, there will be moments that we feel sad over certain matters, be it feeling that oneself is on a losing end, loss of a loved one or a good friend or just feeling useless. I feel that it is times like this that one should actually speak out to others. Even though your family or your friends might not be able to solve anything, it is always good to have one or two people to share your worries with. You might think I'm evil, spreading sadness around, thats why, find people you know that by talking to them about emo stuff will not affect them that much.

A quote by Jim Rohn,
"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keeps out the joy."

The walls in this case, i would interpret it as the masks that all of us inevitably wear every single day. We wanna hide our sadness, but what do we gain by doing that? Nothing. Life will get so stagnant and boring because when you are hiding your sadness with a smile, you will never get to experience the real joy of smiling or laughing, real happiness.

Another quote that I'm guilty of, by Tom Gates,
"Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It's a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you're hurt."

Definitely true. I'm guilty of this "crime" lots and lots of time already. And 75% of the few times that I get angry or show anger to someone is honestly, this. Maybe it's just the easier way out, shut everyone off by showing or even faking that you're angry with them/him/her. I guess i'll have to try/attempt to change this bad habit of mine. =/

Don't worry that you're all alone in this world, because you are definitely not. There are so many loved ones around that cares for you. I'm not saying that everyone i know cares for me, my skin isn't that thick to say so, but it is a fact that there'll be some out there. Don't bother thinking whether people do care for you, whether they think of you or cry for you, just carry on or even 'improve' towards having a better relationship with them.

A very true quote, from African Proverb quotes,
"Sorrow is like a precious treasure, shown only to friends."

I think what makes a difference between close friends and just friends is whether one will or will not share what his worries are. Yes, one might not want to affect his/her friends with his/her worries, but realised this, that is what family and friends are for, being there when you're down and everything. If there's anything thats making you down, just give me a chance and if anyone needs free hugs, i'm all fat and ready. lol.

=]

2009-11-03T20:54:00.024+08:00

Happiness.

Definition: a state of mind of feeling characterised by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy.

However, one can never be happy all the time in their lives. There will always be ups and downs. It is actually, these little or even major ups and downs that makes life more interesting, and occasionally, or rather most of the time, it make one self strong than ever.

A quote by Abraham Lincoln,

"Most people are about as happy as they make up their minds to be."

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I find this quote very true. As long as one don't brood over things that makes them depressed, and rather, focus on happy moments or memories they had, or juz simply, enjoy the present.

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I usually find myself hard to feel happy if my friends around me ain't happy. I'm easily affected by how my friends are feeling around me. You might find this bullshit but i think it's true. Won't you be affected by your friends' emotion? For example, you see a friend emo-ing/feeling depressed, naturally you will feel down as well right? Or is it just me?

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Like the small quote in this poster over here. By Mother Teresa.

"Joy is very infectious; therefore, be always full of joy."

I guess all I can do is be there for them, but if I can't do anything to help, I'll have to stay joyful, and hopefully some happiness from me will be able to "spread" to them.

So to all my friends who are feeling down, I hope that I will be able to make you smile again, just like how you make me smile when I'm down.

2009-10-24T11:57:00.018+08:00

i changed my blog song. "smile" by uncle kracker. i love the chorus.

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile.

Many things in life are unpredictable. It's inevitable that there are ups and downs in life which makes a person depressed. However, there are things in life that simply just brighten up your day.

a sentence from someone you love,
an sms from a long-lost friend just to ask how you are doing,
a simple conversation with a very good friend,
a hug from a family member/friend,
a facebook comment,
a smile.

All these things are just so wonderful once you receive them.

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This song and post is dedicated to all my family members and friends. (AMMo=and many more.
People who made me smile,

family: mom, dad, annica(sis), albert(broinlaw), sokping(cousin), sean(cousin), wenqi(cousin), AMO
childhood friends: koonlong, kimkeat, AMMo
pri. sch. : liangzhi, shixuan, derrick, guoping, erick, kuokwei, terence, AMMo
sec. sch.: kevin, jiahui, kenneth, jasmine, stanley, jason, eric, AMMo
30th NCO camp: evelyn, haojie, aizat, audre, hongsheng, AMMo
gm band: judith, jianxiong, rachel, boonkai, songying, yingyin, waimin, qabir, liyi, shiyun, emmeline, xinyi, diana, woonlyn, kitying, ruiling, joan, kwangliang, cheryl, AMMo
1st 3 months tpjc/tpjcband: clayder, luke, adele, akbar, grace, shimin, amanda, chonghui, jessica, xinni, AMMo
dict: yanting, pelvin, pearlyn, joshua, junyong, justin, zhengyang, limdar, kokleong, jeanna, grace, faizah, nicholas, AMMo
sp band: rafidah, nicholas, wendy, jinkun, shichun, mega, darryl, priscilla, doris, gwean, huiqi, suhaila, aloysius, alvin, hongkai, tiacwoo, stephanie, yuting, AMMo
pacificcoffee: sedah, albert, ming, shuting, fidaus, fidah, noel, AMMo
ibm: matthew, aikchun, geraldine, wallace, huiling, AMMo
bmt: wilson, shahrul, hanjin, wangjun, daniel, vincent, ivan, shengyang, bingrui, dunang, szejin, AMMo
safband: yiyang, hazmi, loy, nicholas, russel, joshua, keith, david, hongghee, AMMo to come.

To anyone that i didden mentioned, worry notz, becos as long as u know it, it's sufficient. Thank you fate, for letting me know these people who brought smiles and good memories into my life. i'm 20 years old le. 20 years of meeting new people. From completely strangers to the relationship we have with each other at the time we met, it's just wonderful.

So, to all my family n friends out there, forget about your worries and think of happy memories, sooner or later you'll find yourself free of troublesome thoughts and simply, smiling to yourself.

2009-10-18T23:35:00.003+08:00

exhausted by the meaningless life of mine.

2009-10-16T10:11:00.005+08:00

where?
who?
why?
what?
when?
how?

questions keep popping like tml's gonna b the last day of my life.

i truely miss the times together. the past is juz full of memories that is just so wonderful that my current "routined life" failed to provide. guess this is the life of a working adult & uuuurrrggggg, it sucks.

friends who are still studying now. please DO TREASURE ur time when in studies.

=/

2009-10-07T19:23:00.011+08:00

lol. sorry for long time no posting. =X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! officially 20 now. wait for my 21st ppl. HAHAHAHA.

thanks to all various treats from various ppl. hahaha. =] it started from 3rd oct, 5days straight got mini celebrations here n there. lol.

- 3rd oct - sat -

today, i went wif dad mom sis n albert to this japanese restaurant village thingy. this type of places getting more n more popular n common in singapore sia. it was at iluma, it was quite nice, but still, waraku rocks my socks more. =X

sake, they pour it over the brim of the glass, into the wooden container aso, we later found out from the boss that the reason they do that is becos the japanese believe that by doing that ur good fortune will keep on flowing. =]

seafood fried rice that my mom ordered. it looked nice and fulfilling but i should say it's juz 2.5/5 in terms of its taste?? =X

okonoyaki. i loved this. XD XD

they call this the crouching tiger hidden dragon sushi, but actually it's juz tempura prawn n boiled prawn wif some fishroe & asparagus.

after lunch at this place where i 4got the name, we went to check out a new place call SuiteS, opened by kbox.

this place is super duper uber cool. they have 2 tv screens. one for karaoke, the other one u can watch FC, meaning football channel. =] they have a computer there for anyone who wishes to play some computer game or surf the net, it's even equipped wif a webcam&heatset wif mic. they provide blankets n shoes for the thin-skinned ppl who are afraid of cold aso. overall, it's a very nice place, but of cos, wif good things, comes good price la. it's quite costly. HOWEVER, they are newly opened so some tips for anyone who wanna try out.

- go there

- act blur and act wanna look around.

- hope they giv u a good deal.

lol. we were excused of the minimum spend-age of 10bucks per person, and we were not charged the room fee ass well. in the end the 5 of us totaled up to 75 bucks only, inclusive of one jug of drink and 2 food, not tibits but food. HURRY!! b4 they charge fully, go give it a try. =]

afterwhich, i went ahead and do some light shopping myself b4 meeting ang and szejin for a quick meetup/chill-out session. went to a bar/pub near marina square. dont rmb the name again. they had beer and i didden order anything in the end. lol. didden noe wad to order and not realli wanted to drink anything. lol. it was cool, we talked about everything under the sun, and aso about how's our new life in our various units. i feel kinda paiseh whenever i talked about my unit to other section mates. =X

comments from them about me, GROWING FAT!!! good game liaox. gonna do more exercises on my own to maintain. =( well, falcon plt3 sec 3, WE SHALL MEET UP SOON!!! =D

- 4th oct - sun -

met up wif spband clique ppl. the 3rd annual outing of yr 2009. =] we went to marina square's seoul garden for our lunch. (which my ONLY meal on that day. =X) well, people who went, fidah, nicholas, wendy, jinkun, shichun, huiqi & mega. it was quite a nice gathering. or rather, a gain fats session. hahahahahahaha. nth much at seoul garden, afterwhich we walked around and eventually went over to esplanade's rooftop to juz sit down, chill, chat, take photos and juz laze around.

well, i kinda spoilt their surprise for me. it was totally accidental. fidah n wendy went down, claiming they had to go to esplanade library to do smth. so i stayed at the rooftop for a while with the rest of the people there. then i realised i had to withdraw more money for the next day's activity, so i went down to the atm to draw money.

so while i was taking the escalator down, fidah n wendy was coming up the other, wif a cake. lol. fidah was like, " SEE LA!! Y U COME DOWN??!!" lol. nth that i can do, i juz went, "OPPPS??!" lol. but yeah, evetually i went up and saw this wonderful cake. =]

it was very, extremely chocolatey, which means high sugar, which equalises to more unused energy that will eventually convert to fats. lol. but it was nice. hahaha. thanks for the surprise and sorry for spoiling it. =

i was also given this handmade card from them as well, it consists of certain photos that we took last time during our poly life and also bdae messages from jianxiong, huiqi, nicholas, rafidah, jinkun, mega, shichun and wendy. thank you all and i totally enjoyed myself meeting up wif u guys!! =D

- 5th oct - mon -

after work today, rushed home and rushed out to meet mr yt. gave him a little bdae surprise as well which i shall not reveal here. lol. hope u like ur present yt. =] well, it's the last meetup b4 he enlist this coming thursday and today he's treating me, as a bdae gift. met at orchard at ard 7.30 to 8pm. we walked around n around orchard, some usual light shopping and eventually walked down orchard road, cannot decide on where to eat. hungry like SIAO la, and many shops are like closing up alrdy. lol. we only ate dinner at like 9.30pm??

as suggested by me in the end since yt didden noe where he's going to treat me.. orchard central, heaven's loft. =D it's a nice place, their portion of food is not to be messed with. LOL. here's some pictures of the food, yet again. hahahaha.

yt's some cheeseburger meal. LOL. mai siao siao, got sunrise egg, bacon, thick beef patty and cheese and onions. confirm after eating grow fat n have smelly farts. =X but it's yt, it's good for him to grow some mass, which he has, keep it up and stay fit!!~! =]

my humble beer-battered fish n chips. well, it tastes normal lor, the batter tastes nice though, not too oily, not too salty. SEDAP!!

lol. we ordered this hawaiian pizza, cos INITIALLY we tot the portion will b very small cos yt heard that it's small portion. LOL. in the end we realised that our own main dish is big enuff, not only that, the pizza is HUGE as well!! so how?? bo bian, slowly eat lor. lol. =X

i totally enjoyed myself even though it's juz a short few hours. well, in the end the bill added up to quite a large sum, THANK YOU MR TAN YT for the treat!! =D

- 6th oct - tues -

although it's my bdae today, i was feeling kinda sian n demoralised by my practical performance today. hahahaha. but even if i'm feeling abit depressed, i didden let it get in the way of me being happy on this special day. =D

after work today, i met up wif jianxiong n jinkun at cityplaza's arnold's chicken. it's been long since jk meet jx so, yeah, we had this mini gathering. hahahaha. well, in the end my meal there was settled by jianxiong. meaning he treated me dinner. hahaha. THANK YOU JIANXIONG!!!

well, after the meal there, they came over to my house for a little while, chatted abit. me n jk was sharing our tekong ghost stories wif jx, since he's enlisting this thursday as well. hahahaha. he seemed kinda scared, but i believe he'll do just fine there. jiayou for bmt bah!! =]

- 7th oct - wed -

hmmm.. i went out wif jasmine n jocelyn. we went to this place call 15 minutes, at laselle school of the arts. they sell western food as well. i had beef spaggetti bolognese. it was quite a cool place, a nice embience and it even had a bar and a stage.

well, i have to wait for jasmine n jocelyn to post their photos, cos i didden bring my camera or my camera phone that day. so yup, lets juz wait. hahaha

something that jasmine got for me, a little stitch handhelf fan. it's cute, and jasmine say somehow if she wanna associate me to a cartoon character, it will be stitch. hahaha. well, i dun mind, cos to me, stitch is cute. so by SIMPLE LOGIC, stitch is cute, i look like stitch, so, I AM _ _ _ _ ??? =D

kk la, thats all for this super freaking long post. hahahahaha.

i'll end off by thanking all who wished me happy birthday!! the names r as follow:

sms:

suhaila, emmeline, yanting, jasminepoh, kevin, rafidah, vincent, songying, kenneth, shixuan, annica, rachel, mega, judith.

msn:

jeanna, matthew.

facebook:

shikin, hazmi, ahdu, priscilla, nicholaslim, judith, jocelyn, stephanie, seemun, evelyn, stefiana, aloysiustan, weikhim, andrew, shimin, kokkeong, mabel, yingyin, lixuan, geraldine, esther, leekhim, aloysiuschua, linda, syahir, diana, kheong, cherry, deirdre, koonlong.

in person:

YIYANG, lol. rafidah, nicholas, jianxiong, jinkun, mega, huiqi, shichun, wendy, keith, hazmi, nicholaswong, loy, joshua, alvin, hongghee.

THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!! =D=D

Replies to tag:

fidah - of cos i noe, lepak lepak!!. =]

jeanna - yes i noe. =P

yiyang - i try la hor... hahahahaha. =P

2009-09-27T18:19:00.007+08:00

hey all.

well, new unit, new life. n i'm kinda trying to accustomed to it. although it's band again, and i should b happy becos i'm doing wad i like, but somehow i'm not. i seriously not sure y m i feeling so.

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it has been quite "lepak" but i guess it's becos it's juz the 1st week, lots of admin n collecting of instruments, uniforms n stuff. somehow, i feel belittled when i'm in camp, the standard there is juz way beyond my reach, i have a question in my mind which goes like, "why i m here?". serious, i feel so intimidated wheneva i hear any horn sounds by the horn players there. n aso, we need to know lots of music theory too, which i dont have any. it'll b tough, not physically, but mentally. =(

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and aso, maybe i'm juz lazy to use my brain, i have a "i dont mind juz chionging/physical". sian... n worst of all, i am so going to grow fat again. sian.

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this weekend, sat, met up wif kevin jiahui n jasmine at central to eat at waraku pasta, afterwhich we walk ard clarke quay and jasmine was introducing the various popular clubs around there. hahaha. she somewhat "booked" me for the next clubbing session le. lol. took a few photos, have a look bah, mostly the food. =]

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the corn soup and the salad that came with every set meal we ordered.

my pasta, katsu something pasta, dun rmb the name, but it porkcutlet with egg n onions, wafu sauce based.

my side is ebi gratin, which is backed penne wif prawn.

kevin's main, some salmon n roe pasta i think, wafu based too.

his side, seafood curry rice.

jasmine's mini seafood soup pasta

her 2nd mini pasta, since it comes in 2, chicken n scallop pasta. wafu based.

jiahui's main, chicken n mushroom pasta. his is cream&tomato based. his side is the same as kevin's, seafood curry rice.

strawberry cheesecake stick and mango shortcake stick.

peach sundae

tiramisu parfait!! ownage.!! XD

this was at clark quay, when kevin's in the toilet. hahaha.

a more "everyone's here" photo.

afterwhich, me n kevin went to iluma to catch phobia 2. it was quite nice. 5 stories. i personally loved the last one becos it was the only humourous one. at least when u leave the cinema, u won't feel scared. lol. not realli very horrific, but it's more of a bloody/gore to me. i will rate 4/5 for it. =]

to our surprise, there's actually a club on level 7 of iluma, this club is in a very big open space and we can c the disco lights and the live screening of fc channel from the arcade next door. hahahaha.

today, sun, met up wif sharul, ang, bingrui and ivan at bedok for meal to meetup and talk about our new units. hahaha. i realised my unit is very "boring", nothing much to talk about yet. lol. we ate at pizzahut. they have this new pasta selections thingy that is very hot now, i tried the fish in tomato cream sauce n i find it, poorly done. rating probably juz 2/5?? haha, so pizzahut is still better with producing pizza i guess. =]

tml's monday and it's another 5 days of work for me again b4 the weekends. hope i find this week to be more meaningful and interesting.

aso, dear readers, if there is any to begin with, pls TAG MY TAGBOARD!! DYING!!! lol.

2009-09-21T20:45:00.007+08:00

2nd half of my block leave.

sat, didden go anywhere or do anything. at nite, went over to yt's side to take games from him, managed to get ninjagaiden, infamous and prince of persia from him. had a short little dinner session with him at his market there b4 i take my leave and he go back to his friend's place to watch soccer. sorry for the sudden decision to collect the games from u and thank you for taking some time out off watching soccer to pass me the games. =]

sun, in the morning, jianxiong came over to get the basketball i lent him pumped up. along with that we had a little basketball session at my area. it's been so so long since the both of us play basketball. i think sec 3 was my last time playing i think. hahahaha. both of us have true-ly rusted in any possible basketball skills we have. LOL. afterwhich we had breakfast at my market and off he went for work.

then it's the start of darren's day/nite out. WOOHOO!!! i started by going to orchard, ion, wheellock, slowly slowly walk towards plaza singapura area. checked out adidas original at pacific plaza, realised that there's nth much that is new from the last time i checked out. i checked out orchard central aso, went to the forbidden rooftop area which has not been done up yet. super slow sia... so long le the place is still not ready yet. slowly strolled and shop until i reach plaza singapura. played abit of arcade. bought 2 buns from breadtalk&starbucks, which eased my hunger. LOL.

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so after orchard area i started walking over to bugis area, walked ard iluma, walked ard parco, haha, walk walk random walkings... lol.

i continued by walking over to suntec, took a look at the games convention but too bad everything was alrdy about to close as it was getting late. nonetheless, saw DJhero, was quite soso nia lehz... then marina square, shopped ard marina square, and also settled my dinner at the foodcourt above marina square. had this teriyaki chicken set from the japanese food stall. it was quite nice, if the portion of the chicken over the batter was higher. LOL.

when the night falls, it's time to checked out clark quay. walked over from esplanade to check it out. the smell of alcohol was like everywhere alrdy when i reached there. lol. then afterwhich i sort of got lost while trying to find the entrance to raffles place mrt station, which i eventually did and i went off to changi airport.at the airport, i wanted to rest my nite over at terminal one's pcc, but i realised that the area is under renovation, so i went to my backup area, which is the starbucks at terminal 2's departure hall. however, there were many many students studying at the starbucks, which lead me to my final decision of going home. so my solo nite out plan was "destroyed".

thruout the whole day, it was juz me and my hp/mp3player. it was kinda cool, walking alone on the streets, observing what other ppl do, dress and say. i would say, it's always good to go out alone once in a while to think things thru and to observe wad other ppl are doing. it was a nice experience. =]

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today, mon, nth much except that i met jeanna for brunch at some "i dun rmb the name" place to eat. the food n environment was quite nice and the weird thing is, the shop's cashier is one road away from the eating area. lol. then it's juz some random walking/shopping.

was looking ard for a bag to use while in my new unit, and eventually i bought this. a timbuk2 bag. it's quite big i guess and according to mr tyt, crumpler copied timbuk2's design. so yeah, eventually got this one cos it was bigger. lol. wanted to get smth red but in the end, this juz caught my eyes.

then it's off to relax n chat at suntec's starbucks. lame n slow as usual, chatted, laughed, lamed n stuffs. hahaha. n we realised alot of times, our friends are surfacing talking to ppl whom we know. lol.

k la, tml's the 1st day of my new unit life. for those who still dunno, i got posted to saf band as a musician. this means i'll continue playing my french horn for as long as i serve the band there. lol.

to all my section mates and platoon mates from bmtc, wish all of you the best in whichever unit that u're posted in. and i hope we'll all have a major gathering n meet up real soon in future. =D

so til the next time i post smth, KEEP TAGGING!!

2009-09-19T11:23:00.013+08:00

WOOHOO!! I POP-ED!! on wed.

it was a parade "straight" after the grueling 24km route march. but i think wad matters is that i'll miss my bunkmates and plt mates. it's been a great 15 weeks of my life, and i think i'll miss alot of things. okay. enuff emo chats. let the photos do the talking.

my parents and me. most of u neva c me in uniform before rite?? here's are my photos in uniform, pardon my sweat though, it was a very very hot day.

lol. thanks to kevin for being dragged to my pop. lol. enjoy ur 3 more months in tekong bah. =P

judith, it was quite some time since i last met u, so i tot it would b great to ask u to my pop. hahaha. n u came. =] thanks for coming n being the photographer of the day for me. =]

these are group shots of my WONDERFUL BUNK/SECTION MATES!!! +D

i didden managed to get individual shots with everyone, but here are some. 1st up, WILSON, AKA Chao Ah Beng, who always say he AIN'T beng. he's a funny person and one of my "singing" guys and if i'm not wrong, until now we still cant rmb the song, "zhong jian" lol.

lol. VINCENT aka CS. dun ask wad is cs, it'll spoil his good boiboi image. lol. another one of my singing buddy. dont let his innocent look deceive u, he has many un-revealed secrets de. lol. loves LAN gaming and being guai lan. lol.

next, SZEJIN, AKA PHU-A, or S J PHUA, our rockstar and the most hyper guy in our bunk. not to mention he's our company fastest runner for 2.4km run. lol.

DANIEL AKA CHAOKENG 2IC, surprisingly on the 1st day of enlistment, i found out that this DICT classmate of mine is in the same bunk as me, furthermore, he's my BUDDY. lol.

BINGRUI AKA BING! or CHOCOLATE RICE SPONGECAKE or BUTTCRACK, we can all rmb his unique facial expression when he's doing chinup. dun play play, he's going guards now. haha.

TAN IVAN, AKA MICHAEL JACKSON. he's a good dancer and sure-ly a IT-zai3-zai3 person. lol. still rmb his MJ dance along the corridor for the whole platoon, it was quite wild. hahaha.

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too bad i din take individual photos with shahrul, hanjin, dunang, shengyang, wangjun. some went off earlier as operation "EH AH APACHE!" and some was busy taking photos wif other ppl.

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well, guys, a little of emo "speech". hahaha. these 15 weeks with u guys had been fun, it made my whole bmt experience meaningful and fun. from the little things we do during admin time in bunks, to the various strenous training from pt-es to fieldcamp n stuff. the encouragement given to each other, the jokes made for and at each other. every moment is worth remembering. i guess it's becos the bond between our section mates is very strong. which is cool. i'll definitely miss the fun and shit we had tgt and like every other goodbyes i had in life, i wish all of u the best in life and wherever u are posted to and hav an equal fun time like we did during our bmt. we'll meet up soon yeah?? =]

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thurs, yt, pel n zy came over for a little ps3 session. it was a short session but yeah, it was okay. YT WHY DIDDEN YOU BRING INFAMOUS??!!! c la, like that i nd to meet u again to get it, which is like so difficult for u to find time, zzzzzz. all of them had to go off early, so didden realli stay til very late. ard 7 plus pm i'm alrdy having dinner myself at subway, singapore post centre. lol.

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well, yesterday morning. which is friday, i received my posting and some of u might alrdy know, i'll b going to saf band. well, i'll c how it turns out bah, it's at nee soon camp, which is like yishun?? freaking far sia. lol.

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last nite had a bbq gathering at east coast wif my faith 4-2 mates. it was quite cool, catching up with everyone again. most of the ladies are alrdy in uni n such. the guys, too bad, lets all serve ns bah. lol. once again, photos, although only like a few good ones. lol.

it was nice meeting up after such a long time, if i'm not wrong the last gathering we had is at downtown east chalet months or even a year back. lets hope we have more gatherings in future and that more of our classmates will be able to make it for the gathering. =]

well, today is saturday, 3rd day of my 5days block leave. including today, i'll have 3 more days to enjoy normal civilian's life. hahaha. i need to come out wif smth to do and of cos a day for me, myself and only myself. =] too bad, it seems like all my overseas plan for this block leave have been cancelled for various reasons. sian, that mean i'll b stuck in singapore for a while. sian. lol. i'll have to come up with smth for these 3 days bah, which i have a rough idea of wad to do alrdy. hahaha.

k la. i'll b back to update the remaining 3 days on monday, if there's anything exciting or worth mentioning that is. until then..

2009-09-13T10:17:00.002+08:00

13th bookout. (LAST ONE!!)

this day finally came. this wednesday marks the end end of my 1st 15 weeks of military life in tekong. this coming wed, my passing out parade. i'm gonna separate from my bunk n platoon mates le. i hate goodbyes but it juz keep coming one after another, so no use keep thinking about it. hope that i'll survive the 24km march n have a good pop on wed. =D

yest, which is sat, went to comex wif kevin, jasmine, her brother n stanley. they all went earlier to comex to walk ard but i only join them at a later time for dinner. i went to this newly opened place at suntec, cafeteria li lido. it's not bad, the pricing is not bad too, however portion is abit small for the meats. the pasta are still quite well portioned. out of 5 stars i'll probably give ard 3.5 or 4??
after the meal, something that might shocked u(if there's anyone readin, pls tag, tagboard very dead liaox.), i went to zouk/phuture wif jasmine rachel n kevin. it's was, well, noobishly, my 1st time going clubbing. hahahaha. well,i dun really like the idea of wasting money on going club, but it's still okok bah, quite an experience i had. maybe juz go once in a few months, not like 3/4 times a month, which is to me, dumb n waste money. lol. there are quite a number of photos, they're on facebook alrdy, go and take a look bah. =]

my bunkmates mentioned that i dont seem to b smiling too much now. me myself have no idea y, but i seem to be feeling moody for the past 1/2 weeks and somehow lost much motivation/drive to smile. n somehw at times when i talk, it's like purposely finding faults/"mistakes" to talk about or talk in an unruly/demanding manner. it's been bad, n it's getting worse. if this gets on, i think i'll lose my friend. it's not the 1st/2nd time, it's happening yet again, i regretted it the previous time, n i hope the chemicals in my body do me a favor n stop this rubbish now. =(

so to anyone who is reading this whom i offend/disappoint recently, i'm sorry. give me some time, n the old darren will b back.

i promise. n i'm sincerely sorry.

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2009-09-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

12th bookout.

2nd last bookout before i pass out from bmtc. feeling a little emo since i'm leaving my new found friends. what's worse is that they're a group of wild friends that i'll definitely want to stay in contact with.

after bookout, shahrul szejin n bingrui came over to my place to breakfast. stayed at my place for a while for a little of rockband. later in the nite, jianxiong yisong n jiahui came over as well. everyone was checking out the pasah malam below my block.

today, sat, didden have the mood to speak/find ppl after i woke up from my afternoon nap. just feel like being alone for a while. sort out my emotions, my thinking and to do some soul searching.

tml sun, i'll b booking in as usual le.

i was reminded of how people come to you when they need help. and when u ask for help/smth in return, they avoid/ignore u or talk you out of it by giving a hundred n one reasons. the world is full of self-centered ppl who only thinks of themselves, thinking of what they'll gain by doing this or that, having the "if there's no benefits to me, i'm out." mentality. i'm a victim of this deadly human virus as well. so what's the big deal about helping others or thinking for others when there's no gain for me?

i guess this sort of thing is inevitable and the only possible solution that i can come up with is to compromise. but what if the compromise is one sided? either the person who usually compromise continues to do it or, it's time to fight back.

but wad's bad about fighting back? it spoils or damage the relationship. the worse thing is that noone seems to be bothered that the bond between ppl are damned. and for the ppl who wholeheartedly cherish the bonding, they'll just shatter and break down.

well. these are just random rantings n thoughts of what i think about life and people around us. staying at home and doing nothing really sucks cos for me, i'll start to think of all these rubbish, worthless thoughts. i'm thinking of having a getaway to some resort overseas alone or with just one or two friends during my block leave to just relax, clear my mind and get out of the busy n ugly reality for a while.

ieverything is fine and that i hope that my next bookout will b nothing but a happy n enjoyable one since it's gonna b the last bookout i have during BMT.

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2009-08-30T10:04:00.008+08:00

11th bookout.

bmt life is closing in real fast. n i juz hope, as usual, that we'll still keep in contact in future, although it's just a short-term course of 15 weeks.

booked out on thurs. shahrul n wilson follow me home to check out the pasah malam below my house and to buy some food to eat. had ramily burger again, a different stall this time. seems to be a little nicer cos of the black pepper sauce. bought the food and came up to my house to makan, some fb action and they needed to go off le. walked them to the bus stop where i also meet up wif szejin vincent ang n daniel, who are coming over to stay over for the night.

we played mahjong in the middle of the nite, til about 4am plus i think. so sorry but i couldn't tahan n slept afterwhich. if i'm not wrong, they helped themselves to fifa09 for the rest of the nite. vege crackers was still very popular. lol. so at about 6.30am, they needed to go off for their own individual activites later in the day on fri. so yeah, walked them to the train station n me myself went back home to slp. lol.

so fri, a whole weekday out of camp, which is rare, and wad did i do?? i slpt. lol. until about 3plus or 4 in the afternoon. shahrul called me, saying bingrui wanna come over to get some food at the pasah malam, but i was going for a movie at nite wif kevin n jingxiong. so, at nite, i meet up wif kevin n jingxiong at bugis iluma to check out, the final destination, at filmgarde.

the final destination, was such a waste of money and time for me. it's bad, maybe they concentrate too much on putting computer graphics inside that they made the show unreal. the previous ones are even better than this one. probably this new one is made for 3d viewing and i watched the non-3d one, thats y it sucked. but i wouldn't bet on a 13bucks 3d viewing of the show in hope that it's nicer than the non-3d one. rating i would say this movie is 1.5/5. the means of dying are no longer that creative as the past. sadly.

sat, i stayed home the whole morning and it's only until 4plus in the afternoon that i went out wif my mom, to bugis iluma. i wanted to check out if there's any nice clothings or berms around. and also i felt like eating at waraku pasta, so i went to the newly opened branch at iluma, it was behind the adidas original there. hahahaha. not bad, quite a few nice staff among the young staff there, if u get wad i mean.

i ordered my favourite spicy prawn cabonara yet again. hahaha. and this time i tried this japanese cheese and curry pancake as a side dish. it was, well, very nice, but still, cheese are fattening. hahahahhaa. the menu changed quite abit, they offer more side dishes now, which i think i'll slowly try next time. =D

after the meal, went around to numerous shops at bugis, suntec, marina and raffles city, but then nth much that interests me lehz.. sadly. lol. me n mom each bought ourselves yami yogurt icecream at suntec, which the two of us neva fail to do so if we go suntec city. lol. last stop, we met up wif sis n albert, who juz finished their dinner at dtf at the basement of raffles city, and went up to the hotel room which they booked to rest a while b4 going home. this time it was a grand park hotel, behind penisula plaza. it looks quite good, also their room is quite small, but i should say that it is nicely furnished. =]

today is sun, i just woke up an hour ago. just facebook-ed a little while ago. thanks to yt for lvling my mafia last nite when i just couldn't tahan n needed to slp alrdy. thanks. my weight is quite stagnant now alrdy, meaning staying around the same le, no more drastic drop anymore. hahaha. later gonna book in at 4plus. last week of pt, beyond this week it's gonna b just rehearsals n rehearsals for our passing out parade le. =]

okay la. i better go complete my game, uncharted, so tat next week can pass to yt for him to complete b4 he enlist into bmt. this weekend was a long yet interesting one. did i mention that it's been long since i went out wif my mom?? hahaha. a bad sign to note for myself, i'm starting to whack food le. bad sign bad sign. lol.

=]

2009-08-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

10th bookout. (total of 13)

as the number of bookout gets bigger, the nearer it is to my passing out parade, feeling excited yet sian cos i'll start my initial-quiet-self-when-meeting-strangers mode again. hahaha, just when i'm getting more open to my bunkmates, it's time to get posted somewhere else le. lol.

well, this week i was supposed to book out on sat morn, but i was allowed to book out on friday nite as i have to report at neeshun camp for saf band audition, sat,8.30am. lol.

-SATURDAY-

so i went for the audition, realised that my tone n every other thing is screwed up due to no practice at all for the past lots n lots of months. lol. so yeah, if i get in then i'll get in, if not aso nvm. i'm facing it neutral-ly.

afterwhich, went n meet up wif yt in the evening to go orchard again. i wanted to get another fred perry polo, but then in the end i got myself a burberry polo instead, cos "it was 10bucks more than the fredperry one that i wanted, so might as well get burberry one." as quoted by yt. i tried on a maroon colour one and bought it le. it was the shade of red that i like alot thats y, hahaha. yt also tried on some polo, but he didden buy bah, maybe next time, u'll neva know man. STILL WAITING FOR MY TREAT!! =P

i was looking for berms too but to no avail. walked ard ion, then to pacificplaza adidas original, then to fareast plaza lol. walked ard, chilled n ate at food juntion at the top of wisma. **got myself a pair of socks too!! (this is random, juz recalled. lol)** dun rmb still got walk where le, but anyway it was quite a short meetup only as yt need to leave at 8plus for a soccer-match-watching-with-friends-at-kopitiam session. but still, in the end, cos i needed n was looking ard for clothes, it dragged til eventually we left orchard at ard 9.30pm i think. paiseh hor yt, for dragging til so late.

i didden went home but instead met up with jasmine, rachel, kevin, jiahui, jianxiong, jason and stanley at rochor beancurd at geylang for light suppering. well, chatted, laughed n ate quite abit. n we realised (probably already known) that stan likes to say things that he dunno n make it sounds real. LOL. he was talking certain things about army, but in actual fact it's not true. cos he's in police. lol. well, it was nice to meet up with them yet again, since some of them are working hard n earning more money than me(sadly).

-SUNDAY-

woke up quite early, went to iluma at 11am to check out whether its adidas original branch there has a product that i wanted. there is this tshirt that i saw on adioriginal online shop. but sadly, there's nothing much at the newly opened shop. so i had some time b4 i meet my bunkmates at 12noon, went ard to continue my search for berms. but by the time i saw some interesting pieces at freshbox, i need to go off le.

met up wif 8 of my bunksmates, wilson shahrul, daniel, vincent, shengyang, bingrui, dunang and szejin at orchard,ion(yet again) to do some light shopping to source for clothing as a present for vincent. we walked ard to source for clothings again, then we had lunch at GINZA BAIRIN. a casual eating place that sells katsu-es. i personally order the katsu-don n it tastes just great. 4/5 stars place to have a quick n casual meal. =]

after eating, i had some yami yogurt ice cream, been long since i last ate it sia. nice nice, i juz love sourish and sweet food. then we continue walk ard orchard area. eventually, vincent, daniel, shengyang and wilson went off 1st. the rest of us went to chill at heeren's basement's macdonald (there always very little ppl de). had some mcflurry n fries and chill til shahrul break fast. then after which, as szejin and ang had more activities in the nite wif their friends, the rest of us went off too. bingrui went home while shahrul came over to my house area to check out the pasar malam. well, it seems to b less busier n cheerful than the past years n it seems like alot of slots are still not rented out. but one thing for sure, there are still LOTS and LOTS of food stalls. meaning RAMILY BURGER!! hahaha. i bought one for my dinner. =D

yeah. this was my weekend. tml morning booking in le, but i heard some rumours that i'm booking out on thursday this coming week. hahaha, hope it's true bah. pop soon le, i'm left wif 2 of my physical tests, ippt n soc, wish me luck bah. =]

2009-08-16T11:19:00.004+08:00

9th bookout.

this weekend is a rest for family weekend. lol.

friday nite after booked out, i went to macdonalds for dinner with a few plt mates. ordered DOUBLE FILLET BURGER MEAL!! it's back man. lol. well, i certainly hope having double fillet does not entitle me to xtra training next week. lol. afterwhich shared cab with ang to go home as he was rushing home to go orchard later in the night. lol.

upon reaching home, i was asked to stay awake even though i was very tired already and wanted to slp at about 11pm/midnite. lol. yt wanted to come over to get his wii resort sports from me. he waited for his bro n car while i was waiting for him to come, in the end somehow it dragged until about 3am then he reached, very very late sia (as commented by my mom the next morning). luckily for him that i managed to pull thru my normal slpy hours and got more energetic afterwhich. lol. he came n slack a while n move off alrdy since his bro is waiting downstairs, he couldn't stay long. feeling the tiredness yet again, i slpt lor. lol.

sat was kinda boring, becos i dedicated the whole day to my family dinner at night. lol. i got a small snack to recommend to everyone, munchy's vegetable crackers are very nice n addictive, but like most biscuits r, they r dry la. go try it, it has red packaging.

at night, i went to this hotel at bugis which i dont rmb the name, lol. went to a private dining area where the rest were. it was albert's grandmother's bdae. so it was a private dinner that albert's family treat us. there was 3 tables, a 8 course or 9 course meal ah, just like those during wedding dinners. well, it was ok besides the fact that i'm sitting alone, away from my sis dad n mom, with the rest of albert's family n relatives. it was kinda weird but nvm la, just eat. lol. well, there was a huge cake and after everyone has a serving of it, each family still have to bring home a large portion of cake which is about 5 to 6 servings. that's how big it is. lol.

today morning actually i wanted to ask my mom along to go yonghe dou jiang you tiao for breakfast, but when i woke up she alrdy steamed some buns for breakfast. meaning today i wont be going anywhere and will wait for book in at 6pm plus le. lol.

i realli have no idea why, but seriously i can't wait to drive a car. heard that driving during lessons n real road is totally different, thats y i wanna experience it sooner, but sadly my family does not have a car. sian... have been pestering my dad to rent/buy a car. lol. but i got a feeling i have a long long long way to go b4 i actually get a car to drive in.

i believe next weekend will b more exciting. alrdy have some plans for next weekend le. unless i'm given xtra training for failing one of my trial ippt test. lol. i have no idea y after so long of training myself i m still a zero fighter when it comes to chinups. i cant jump also so i failed chinups n sbj lor, the other stations pass lor. but at least now i know what to concentrate on when doing pt. thanks for the tips of training from my friends. =]

k la. i'm left with roughly 4 weeks b4 having a short leave, which means enjoying a few weekDAYS in such a long time. lol. passing out soon, mixed feelings again. hahaha. hope i'll do well for the remaining activities for the remaining 4 weeks bah.

i'm gonna end off this rather long post wif a quiz i took as done by charles on fb. a rather accurate test. lol.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

=]

Replies to tags:
tyt - nope, it's my friend's. the fifa09 disc was accidentally left in my ps3 though. lol.

2009-08-11T00:21:00.007+08:00

8th bookout.

this week have been exciting and great. it's gonna be just physical n more physical training left for me for my remaining weeks. =]

this weekend was f***ing fruitful. lol.

booked out on sat, met up with yt at early evening i think. went to orchard again. i wanted to get a pair of jeans and slippers and any clothing that might b nice n to my taste. lol. we walked ard ion a little, went to levi's, realised that their design is starting to become cmi (cannot make it). so in the end i didden buy anything. went n walked ard as usual. i tried out some adidas original shirt and aso their jeans. they were having a 40% discount off their jeans. HOWEVER, there was no stock of the size i wanted. sadly. lol. we went to a few more other shops and tried out some more things. we went into burberry for fun, their fitting room was FREAKISHLY HUGE!!! about 5 or 6 times bigger than my walk-in wardrobe. we had our dinner at fishnco, paragon's basement upon my request. i somewhat wanted to have a meal at fishnco for quite some time le. thanks yt for agree-ing to makan there. =]

sun, i went for some light jogging n exercises in the morning, then it's chionging of prototype time. managed to complete it til the last boss. counted as finish le la. lol. lazy. then i went to orchard again to help yt get his wii game by the name of "Wii Sports Resort". then i met up with shahrul and szejin at orchard for some light shopping and dinner at sakura, chinese thai restaurant at the top of far east. afterwhich they came over to my house for some ps3/rockband action. ang joined us later but shahrul went home 1st due to morning activities the next day. szejin n ang stayed over at my house. played n played ps3 games lor. then it's rest time at about 2 or 3am in the nite.

today, which is mon, woke up in the morning, had some wwe/fifa/puzzle fighter action b4 going old airport road for our brunch and some talk cork session. lol. after which we took a cab, i drop the both of them at cage(kallang) before continue-ing to pick up kevin and meet up with jianxiong yisong hanlin jingxiong n rachel for some seafood lunch at boatquey.it's been quite some time since i last meet my sec sch friends le. it was quite cool man. after makan, hanlin left first for something while the rest of us slowly strolled all the way from boatquey to suntec to catch the movie, the hangover.

the show was hilarious, i'll rate it 4/5?? although it's NC16, but there's a few scenes that might seemed to be M18. but nth much seriously. lol. quite a nice show, funny. about this 4 guys who went to a bachelor's party, end up after one night they didden rmb wad happen last nite and one of the 4 guys r missing, so the whole show shows how they figure out the whole situation. there's lots of 'ouch' and twists to this movie. nice nice. lol.

after movie, we made our way to kevin's house for mahjong session. i wasn't concentrating well during mahjong cos i was watching tv. i didden win at all except one set sial. lol. then it's back home n now about to fall asleep. lol.

i'm gonna book in tml 11 plus am le. now feel like slping le, abit drowsy liaox due to body clock. lol. well, same thing that i would say every week. hope next weekend will b as good or even better than this one. =]

Replies to tags:

benned - ord still long la, i juz enlisted in june.
tyt - yah, at least still went out bah. thanks ar bro!! =]

2009-08-02T12:43:00.003+08:00

7th bookout.

field camp is over. details are not to be revealed. but it's not as hellish as most ppl would think it is. =D

this week, although it's only short meetups, but i'm glad that i met up wif 2 of my very good friends.

yesterday, saturday, met up wif yt at orchard for a short walk n light shopping be4 he PANG SEH me for his dinner wif his friends for a bdae celebration which he forgot. lol. but nvm la, at least still got meet a while bah. same thing lor,, walked ard ion orchard as it was newly opened, it was a nice and huge shopping centre which i definitely like it, minus the freaking crowd that was squeezing ard there. lol. looked at some clothes and aso other stuffs like games, gadgets and aso food. i traded my completed bioshock for prototype wif yt to play. i decided le, i'm going to get myself a pair of black levis' jeans next week, should b the one that i saw yesterday. lol. had my dinner alone at orchard b4 going home to try out and chiong abit of prototype. then later in the nite i managed to play abit of re5 professional mode with yt when he reached home. =]

today morning, met jianxiong at eunos for breakfast. chatted ate, most of the time i talk about my army things la, it's the recruit's symdrome. lol. well, nth much besides juz eating, chatting and drinking lor cos he has to go to work after we ate. but it was nice to have catch up wif him after quite some time.

recently, every weekend, i got the urge to drive a car. i have no idea y but yeah, i juz got the urge to. maybe becos ever since i got my lisence in late may, i haven drive a single time. and i wanna learn n try out driving on the big roads and expressways and every other things. lol. any kind souls out there wanna lemmi drive? lol. if u dare that is. it's been long since i last drove u noe. =P

it's been a while since i saw certain groups of friends. do contact me for meet ups and i'll try to squeeze into my 2 only days of freedom in a week. and i'm sorry that i din organise much things nowadays. hardly got the time or even network n means of communication to organise up smth big. next time after my POP i'll wrap up smth bah. =D

k la. i'm halfway through bmt alrdy. how time flies. i'm glad that i have a very good bunch of bunkmates which gives supports to each other. tml will be week 9. and it'll juz b 5 n a half weeks more to our passing out parade. it's seriously very very fast. i hope we'll all enjoy our BMT life no matter wad comes our way. next week will be national day, 1st public holiday during my serve, wonder we'll get any off or wadsoeva incentives anot. hahahaha. so yeah, hope next weekend will b nice again.

=]

2009-07-26T09:49:00.004+08:00

6th bookout.

this weekend not bad not bad.

after booking out at 8am on sat, i went back home, slack a while, play a little game, then i'm off to meet shahrul(bunkmate) at some army shop at tampines. then we went to marina square where we saw the rest of the platoon. another 2 of my bunkmates, dun ang and szejin came out from yukiyaki 1st to meet us, then we walk ard suntec's electronic's fair n such. 1st time meeting them off camp, quite cool quite cool. lol. afterwhich i went off to my sis's house.

i met up wif yt. played some street fighter, a little guitar hero and ninjagaiden, a little surfing of the net for family guy video and game trailers then it's off to cityhall area where we had dinner at marina's foodcourt. walked over to clark quey central where i initially wanted to walk ard n c c, but most shop was closed so i went home instead. yt went to meet his friends to go club again. lol.

reached home at 11pm plus, wanted to slp alrdy becos i was quite tired, but fidah called me n say nicholas wanted to meet for a drink, so nich picked us both up and we went simppang bedok for a light supper. i only dare to order a cup of iced-teh, lol. ninjavan during range i spam too much snacks le, sinful sinful. lol.

now juz woke up. but i think i'll still go rest a while more. this coming week is gonna b my field camp. which means 5d4n out in the forest. hope it'll be okay. hahahaha. blogger got problem sia, cannot upload photo. dunno y.

k la, i'm booking in later ard 6pm plus alrdy. hope next week is well-spent as well. hahaha.

=]

2009-07-19T10:54:00.004+08:00

5th bookout.

this week i have quite a jialat in/out timing. i booked out on a 8pm ferry on friday, but i nd to be at pasirris for book in at 3.25pm on sunday. abit sian but, yeah, suck thumb. lol.

sat is usually the best day to be going on becos fri n sun hardly got much time to. my sat was well spent i guess, in the morning i went back to spband to meet with the section, sat ard, listen abit, chat wif other band members abit too. then afterwhich, lunch at sushiten at clementi with fidah,alvin,suhaila n aloysius. had quite abit of fun chatterings. lol. after that i followed fidah to go meet wendy at plaza sing, met up wif wendy le then the 2 of them went for movie while i need to go dwntwn east for zy's bdae chalet.

yt meet me at payalebar 1st to go to my house to grab his shirt that was placed wif me the previous time as he had to rushed off to club. he cut his hair, which somehow look like one of my officer back at camp, not saying he'll go OCS la. lol. but i hope he gets wad he wants bah.. afterwhich we went tampines where we meet up wif joshua to go walk ard tampines to buy drinks n a present for zy. pearlyn n jy initially could come but pearlyn had smth poped up in the end n jy was so lucky that he got recalled back to camp juz b4 he wanted to leave his house to meet us. hahaha. no worries, we'll meet up soon. =D

we walk very very long ard tampines, as our arrival time at the chalet is being pushed back. lol. it was funny, details r to be kept between juz the 3 of us. lol. took a bus over to dwntwn east chalet. saw zy n alot of his friends there. we stick ard, played some cards, watched harrypotter on chn 5, slack ard. we din eat much cos yt was sick, i'm afraid for weigh in and so josh was the only one who ate normally. lol. then it was time to go home.

josh left 1st becos he saw a bus he can take after we all realised the train service has ended. then left yt n me, who in the end took a cab tgt. yt could have reached home earlier but i was in the same cab, so we took a detour to yong he beancurd n youtiao before he continued his cab home. paiseh that the total cost went up so high, pay u back later. i went yong he to meet up with stanley n jason, juz for soyabean drink. and of cos more chattering. hahhahahaha. then walk home as it was 1am plus 2am le.

anyway, i'm so sorry for the lack of photos, my sister went off to beijing with my camera, so bo bian, neva tak pictures lor. lol.

change to this song called home by daughtry, the chorus is wad i also think of when i'm booking out on the ferry. LOL. i dunno y, it'll juz come to my mind. hahahahaha.

i guess this weekend is very well spent. met up with ppl from spband, dict and my sec sch. wellspent i must say. but now tired liao la. hahahaha. hope next weekend will be this well-spent again.

=]

2009-07-12T16:48:00.006+08:00

4th bookout.

went to macdonalds wif my bunkmates immediately after bookout at whitesands. lol. my throat hurts quite bad so i touch my fries a little only. hahahaha.

yesterday, met up wif yt to go orchard. i wanted to get a fred perry polo which i eventually bought one. yt didden wanna spend but still, temptation wins when he saw this adidas original shirt. lol. so yeah, bought our clothes then went for dinner at some coffeeshop at orchard. then afterwhich yt gonna rush off to club while i went home to chiong bioshock on the ps3.

today morning, i must admit i skipped both jogging n swimming this weekend, didden have the feel to do it. sharing the same feeling as pelvin, somehow both of us feels sian about booking in this week, which is happening for the 1st time. i think once u start to take breaks, such as MC n recovery days, u'll start to get lazy. lol. hope i get back on track again soon

thats all for this week bah. hope everything will be good and i'll have an interesting weekend next week.

=]

2009-07-05T12:32:00.003+08:00

3rd bookout.

it was a late bookout, cos some weight for me. i measured when i went back to camp, i lost weight. but suddenly there was a 2nd measurement on tues which i gained a little from last week. so bo bian, stayed back on sat morning for xtra training, which was kinda good actually. cos i get to exercise xtra. lol.

this weekend nothing much, cos i was down with fever on sat evening. juz went to the clinic, got a 2 days MC, which lasts until tml. so i'll be booking in tml nite instead of later in the evening. it was random, all along i was feeling okay, feeling fit to go out n anything, no signs of fever at all, juz that my temp was high. super sian lor.. hope i did the procedures for reporting sick right.

k la. this weekend slp n slp cos sick. so not interesting. hope i recover fast fast bah, so that i can get back to action in camp. n hope next weekend wont tio the same thing or b this boring again. =X

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kenny - WOW!! thanks alot sia. lol.

2009-06-29T00:12:00.005+08:00

2nd bookout.

hmmm, this weekend slightly more interesting.

sat,
booked out in the morning, met jianxiong for breakfast at simei before he start work. then went back home to change. then met up wif jiahui eric jasmine rachel around evening at cityhall area. went and makan at xinwang hongkong cafe at marina square, then off the esplanade rooftop to chitchat, singsong, playmahjong. lol.

sun,
makan out a few times yesterday, felt sinful, so this morning went for morning jog, then after jog go swim. lol. i scare sia, better lose some weight liao, if not next weekend buang le. then catch up my animes, went to meet yt for dinner at nite, wanted to go acm to c some kang xi exibition but the timing known to us is wrong. by the time we went, it was closed. so went starbucks, how i miss the coffee sia. LOL.

here's a update on how dark i m now. not say very dark yet but still, have a look. lol.

okay la. i'm booking in tml le, so goodnite everybody, enjoy ur WEEKDAYS!!! lol. i'll be back next week.......... i hope... =X

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kenny - ord still long la, short term is countdown to bookout n pop 1st. lol.

2009-06-21T11:10:00.002+08:00

1st bookout. (total of 14)

hello. 2 weeks le. finally back to giv a quick n short update.

i'm doing quite fine, adapting to various changes. recently weather is very hot, rain only last at the most 10mins in tekong. out of the 2 weeks i think only drizzle 2 times and heavy rain twice, for about 5 to 10 minutes only. made myself a good bunch of bunkmates. they're v friendly and "funny" at times. =]

well, i'm back to singapore since friday, haven gone out yet, been resting alot at home, down with a sore throat, and now i'm left with just a few more hours b4 booking in again.

hope nth happens and i can book out smoothly next weekend. and i hope that next weekend i can find ppl to go out with. hahaha. 1st bookout, rested at home, thruout sia. abit wasted. lol.

to all my friends who r enlisted or going to enlist, good luck, keep urself motivated and lastly, drink lots n lots of water, recently very hot weather.

alright. thats the post for this weekend. hope that next weekend's post will b more interesting. hahahaha.

c u all in a week's time. =D

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fidah - came back le, going back in again though. lol.
wenqi n sean - thanks cousins. =D
yingyin - thanks thanks. hahaha.

2009-06-04T11:13:00.007+08:00

last post b4 i enlist into ns. hahahaha.

today

went to meet up with a dealer dealing infamous. the last game that i'm sharing with yt b4 i enlist in a few hour's time.

went n meet yt and went to makan at equinox. it was a high tea buffet, well... someone was late so din have much dining time. hahaha. but no worries yt, u're forgiven. =D

ate and i took a few photos ard lor. here they are.

didden have photo of myself cos yt didden take. not saying he ask me to take his photo nia la, i held the camera only, thats wad basically happen. haha. well, it was a fun day, retarded but enjoyable day i guess. yt shit alot sia, keep shitting n shitting n shitting. 3 times i think, we went to different hotel's toilet around cityhall area. LOL. it was quite funny. k la. this dear brother of mine, hope that we'll still be this close in future, and pls pls pls, dont be too late in future la. hahahahaha.

met up wif pearlyn at nite. we had supper at kfc over at singapore post centre. then chatted a while, went over to coffeebean and slacked there n chatted more. hahahhaa. pelvin called as well n we were talking to him. seems like he's adapting to army life alrdy. thanks for the tips dude.

ok la. i'm enlisting in a few hours time. well, i guess i am prepared for it. even if i'm not prepared, it's coming to me anyway. so yah. all the best to me n i hope i'll enjoy and adapt to the new life in army.

i hope that things will stay the same even though the lifestyle for me is gonna change for sure. i'm still available for weekends though.

i am definitely going to miss some of u, even if i say i wont, hahaha.

to my family n friends who are always there for me, CHEERS!! =]

alright, i'll leave off with this photo of mine, go ahead and comment but i'll only reply in 2 weeks time. lol. have a nice laugh!! =D

c u all in a few weeks time.

2009-06-04T00:58:00.003+08:00

tuesday

met up wif kevin, jasmine, jiahui, jocelyn and stanley for dinner at citylink's new xinwang TAIWAN cafe. yes. taiwan, usually it's hongkong but i dunno why this time it's taiwan cafe. well.... the side dishes is SUPER SMALL serving, but the main dishes ok portioned la. the food is just ordinarily nice. nth special. i ate this beef and egg rice bowl. okok lor. lol. afterwhich, went suntec arcade for some basketball shootouts then went over to marina to try out the marksman machine again. no luck tis time. then it's home next. took a few photos at marina aso. check out my ugly fugly army specs. LOL.

wednesday

went to beach road to get some army stuffs wif my mom. met up wif kevin as well to buy our army stuffs. then we ate this lor mee there. DAMN NICE and many types of ingredient, got like noodles, some meat, fried fish, fried lotus, hard-boiled egg, fish cake, fried wanton. DAMN NICE!! 4.5/5. somemore the vinegar they provide is sour enuff. SHOIK!!!

went to spband later cos fidah said the section wanna have dinner wif me. went fc4 for our dinner. well, it's kinda homely i guess. stayed for band practice, today is last session wif laoban. hahaha. kinda cool i guess, missed his conducting. took a few section photos during break, not wif me though. lol. after band, went singapore post's mac for supper wif fidah n mega. then go home lor.

thats all i guess. anyway, i've LENGTHEN-ED MY PREVIOUS POST. hahaha. tried to write more things b4 i go in. go re-read bah.

well... tml's thursday. last one day before i enlist this friday, 5th June. packed up most of my stuff already. all there's left to do is to pray n hope for the best for my BMT. tml i'll post up a "c u after 2 weeks" post. hahahahhaa.

2009-06-02T01:12:00.004+08:00

saturday

i went for a bbq at pasir ris park with fidah nich wendy mega huiqi n shichun. the place we booked was an empty piece of land. and we made full use of it though. bbq in a small aluminium tray. well.. had laughs n stuffs. bbq-ed lor... i didden take much photos though. go facebook c bah. lol. then nicholas came with a cake, to celebrate fidah's belated bdae. lol. then he drove us back. took many photos, but alot was candid and in the dark, so i'll just post this few photos bah.

our bbq pit. LOL.the bdae peeps. fidah - 24th may, shichun - 9th june.
i adjusted exposure. looks nice. bbq!! nicholas look like model in this photo sia. maybe manhunt?? =X lol.
adjusted colour. the graduates of sp.

=D

sunday

er gu wanted to treat me makan. to went n meet her, sis n albert at cityhall and went for kenny roger's. nice nice. i like the ribs n chicken there. =] then in the evening went n meet kevin stan rachel n jason for dinner. went to carl's junior for dinner. then jason left earlier to book in. the rest went to this softtoy capturing place, rachel tried her luck with this machine whererby u aim a rod into some hole to get the softtoy. she tried a few times and got one soft toy. then it's my turn. somehow i got 2 softtoys consecutively on 1st 2 turns. haha. more details at her blog. went to rochor taohuey for some taohuey, then walked over to bugis and went home le.

monday

went to return gown wif jy pel jo ambrose n yt. went orchard next. starbucked at starbucks wisma, wth lor... alot of students down there taking up the spaces to study... the few of us no space to sit sia... sat on separate tables b4 finding one thats side by side. i have my iced caramel latte and aso this blackpepper chicken puff. nice. hahaha.

walked ard, then bus-ed to plaza sing from far east cos it was hot n we were lazy to walk. hahaha. went shop by shop to see toys, figurines, collectors' item and games at the top floor of ps. i think it's been long since i was last there. arcaded there for a while as well. i lost sia... to someone using akuma. sian....

wanted to go carl's junior, but there was not enuff seats for us. so we walked over to aston at the cathay. but it had a freaking long queue. walked back to dhoby gauht xchange to have our meal at justacia. they had this free icecream n drink thingy. chocolate icecream was out. damn sian... but guess wad?? it's been replaced wif cookies n cream. it's nicer. i like. hahaha. the food there was okay portioned, okay priced, and everything was just okay lor. lol. 3/5 maybe?? went home after bidding farewell to each other. gonna be a while til we'll meet each other again i guess. =X

k la. thanks for re-reading this lengthen-ed post, if u're readin that is. hahahaha.

=]

2009-05-30T10:20:00.014+08:00

wednesday.

went to SP to find nicholas for his graduation ceremony. fidah woke up late so in the end didden come. saw nicholas, alvin n hongkai, stick around n chat for a while b4 i make my way to cityhall mrt station.

joshua jio-ed us for movie. we had our lunch at food republic at suntec convention then me yt pel jo n justin went and catch night at the museum2 at engwah suntec. well, i guess it's an okay show for me nia.. a few laughs somewhere n some parts i feel abit draggy. so yeh. 3.5/5 i guess?? lol.

then took a walk around suntec n marina, slack ard esplanade, then off to dinner at the asian kitchen, along city link. well, it was okay bah. not a bad portion n selection of food. then went macdonald's for a drink n some fries. LOL.

then i took the train towards west with yt n pel. i went to meet up wif nich n fidah who went to spband. we went supper at a macdonald near fidah's place. i ate only a sundae cos i juz ate mac. LOL. then nich drove us both back home lor. =]

thursday

went to sp early in the morning again. to find fidah for her graduation. upon reaching i became the cameraman of the day, with fidah's dslr. lol. help her and her friends to take lots of photos. then i went jurong east swimming complex to swim a few laps b4 meeting yt at chinese garden and pel at jurong east to make our way to my house for our so called "last" day at my house. lol.

did the usuals, games n stuff. started off with winning eleven, a little resident evil5's magnum action, unlocking akuma and gouken AND FAILED ATTEMPTS to unlock seth in streetfighter4, and tried out prince of persia as well. thats all bah. =]

friday

MY GRADUATION CEREMONY!

10th session of graduation ceremony 2009.

well, it was the standard queue up then go up stage, shake hand, take scroll, smile and get lost thing lor. while going on stage, there's a HUGE screen showing live cameras focusing on how u walk n it captures almost everything that u do on stage. abit paiseh la. LOL.

well, after the graduation ceremony, took many photos. here's some of them. more at my facebook profile. =]

me n my parents. any resemblance?? lol.

my DICT classmates.

mr tan yan ting. owe u 3 hits. =P lol. and wad's with the look man?? lol.

mr pelvin lim. buddy!! stop hitting me lar. =P

miss pearlyn lee. back from auzzie liaox. meet me/us up leh. LOL.

mr ang jun yong. no nd sian army la. no worries de. =]

opps. uploaded another one. lol. i tot i look better in this photo. so i uploaded it. don't u agree yt? =P

mr goh zheng yang. upload ur side of photos soon too. hahaha. keep on speaking mandarin!!

mr joshua sng. tried defending u yesterday le. at least i tried u noe. hahaha.

miss jeanna teo. thanks for the gift. it was....... appreciated. =]

miss grace peng. we hunchbacked and bent down, sadly. =X

miss stephanie leong. ur friend taking the photo was funny. got a few unglam photos. LOL.

mr luo jiahui. iptel-mates. haha. congrats for graduating. =]

mr chang zi kang. happy graduation!!

linda linda. one more year to go. jiayou!! =]

FIDAH!!! u came. thanks for coming and also congrats for ur graduation as well. =D

susu. paiseh for closing my eyes here. i realli didden noe. =X thanks for coming anyway. =]

after the ceremony n phototaking. me yt pel jo n justin went n have our meal at fc4, muslim food stall. =] afterwhich, they decided to go to mark's lab. we slacked there for a few hours i think, surfing the net, listening to music, and facebooking.

then, me pel n jo went to jurong point to walk ard. yt went back home 1st to bathe cos he cannot tahan liaox. so walk alot of rounds in jp while waiting for yt to come back to join us, and aso wait for junyong n wengfatt to join us. then we had our dinner at burgerking.

continued to walk ard at jp, then walked over to safra nearby to check out their facilities and stuff as it was a new built place. walk ard, many parts still under construction, quite a "dont have anything yet" place. went back to jurong point's starbucks. sit down, drink, chill, chat, laugh, and things like that. then it's time to travel back home.

i guess this is it. driving's down, graduation's done. all thats left for me is enlisting into army this coming friday. i am so gonna miss my friends, as i will only have weekends to spent time wif them from now on for at least 2 years, unless i take leave/off or wadsoeva. so i would like to thank again for friends made in my 3 years of poly life, especially those that i'm really close n open to. thank you.

and to my friends from sec sch and while i was younger. thanks for letting me know u. and to all of my friends. thankyou. although it isn't enuff to express wad i have in mind, it is proberbly the best word that i can think of. =D

k la. later going for a bbq with spband peeps. i'll update again soon.

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tyt - i think it fits both of us. just admit la. LOL. =P
jasmine - thank you. =]

2009-05-26T00:18:00.006+08:00

today.

i went for my driving lesson in the morning. 9 am to 11am.

took my driving practical test at 11am.

passed. =D HENG SIA!!!!

lol. then went home rot, then bring fidah's horn to spband. meet up wif suhaila n mega at fc5 b4 going bandroom. they were "admiring" dragonboat guys which suhaila didden admit, she say she admiring a pole instead. maybe she wanna bring the whole pole back home bah. lol. warmups, there isn't enuff instrument so i din play. in fact i didden stay and last minute went to meet yt for dinner instead.

went jp for dinner.
went mac, decided not to eat at mac.
went kopitiam, decided not to eat at kopitiam (no seats),
went banquet, ate there in the end.

walked around, starbucks-ed, see people playing at arcade, went ntuc.

saw tiacwoo, chongxiang and i think leonard's brother (paiseh, forgot the name) there as well. tiac was buying groceries i think. we auntie here and there as usual la. LOL.

at ntuc, they were playing this oldsong called, "beautiful sunday". the youtube video below is that song if u dunno.

the chorus goes, "hi, hi, hi, beautiful sun-day......"
yt was going on n on with this verse.. damn funny already becos of the way he sings the, "hi,hi,hi" part. LOL.
but the funnier part is that when we walked past this family of 3, a dad, a mom, and a small boy who looked like 5 yo, THE SMALL BOY WAS LIKE SINGING THE SONG LIKE HOW YT DID!!!!
it was hilarious, as the boy sang RIGHT after yt sang. LOL. even yt couldn't tahan and laughed at himself. LOL. yt still a boy boy la i guess, IN ALL WAYS. =X

then it's off to home.

now juz got home lor. tml going for a haircut, next week going for my botak shaving. i'm trying to tahan my current hair until next week, but i cannot tahan liaox. LOL. so i'll juz cut abit 1st bah. LOL.

thats all for now i guess. this friday is my graduation day, i'm having the grad session in the morning, 9.30am. for those who wanna come find me do feel free. (lol. i say as if got ppl wanna c me like that. lol.)

then next friday i'll start my full-time job at a chalet that will last 2 years le. if u get wad i mean. hahahaha.

=]

2009-05-24T13:06:00.002+08:00

short post. lol.

yesterday, which is saturday.

got driving lesson. in the afternoon, and it's slack slack slack all the way til the nite. hahaha. then nicholas caleld me up, telling me he driving over to get the gown from me. then he drove over, and came to my house lor.. the gown only has a small hook above. so i wonder how the bottom (ard ur tummy) part will stay in place on that day. i follow him down as i wanted dinner, and he has to buy putu piring back for his mom. yeah. went back home after that lor.

then rachel called me, asking me whether wanna eat at singapore post macdonalds, haha, she was wif jiahui after a mahjong session at kevin's house. i went n find them lor. chatted, i sundae-ed. then off to home again. lol.

thats all for yesterday bah. later another driving lesson nia. LOL.

=]

2009-05-22T12:28:00.007+08:00

an intended short but rather long post of these few days.

tuesday

went to east point at simei to collect my army spectacles from jianxiong, well i guess it's okay bah, my degree dropped yet again. dunno why. hahaha. which is good i guess. then off to tampines to meet fidah.

caught angels n demon wif fidah. well, i shall say it's quite a good show to me. interesting, intense at times, n makes u wanna noe what's next. hahaha. caught it at century square. rated 4.5/5, cos i dont give perfect scores. hahahahahhaa.

anyway. i was abit or quite sick, down wif flu, cough, sorethroat. muz be becos of the previous day's hectice schedule. hahaha. went home after movie for my dinner and a good rest.

wednesday

wanted to rest, and i did, until about evening, jianxiong n kevin came over to my house, jianxiong wanna borrow my sp tie and kevin wanted to completed his final stage of resident evil5 game. eventually yisong came over aso to get all 3 seasons of the show 'heroes' from me. the 3 of them eventually stayed over at my house aso cos it was quite late in the night alrdy. we played somemore games on ps3 then it's off to bed at ard 3.30am.

thursday

jianxiong n yisong left my house at like 8plus becos jx gonna work at 11am. lol. kevin continue slping until 12.30pm. whereby he goes off to suntec city to meet his friend for lunch. what about me?? i went singapore post and wait for yt pel n josh to come over.

ate at sing post as usual, then came over to my place. had lots of laughs while playing a game call ragdoll kungfu: fists of plastic. damn cute. well, yt n jo played winning eleven for about 1hour plus abit while i was happily taking my nap. hope i didden snore much. LOL. pel n jo played watchmen next while i was heating up pizza for myself n yt wanted me to heat up some seaweed chicken for him. well, i heated up one tray which is about 15 or 16 pieces. he ate about 7 only, so i had half a tray left in the end. showed yt my new specs, he commented that it was too thick at the side, hmmm, i'm not sure lehz... should be okay bah... thicker harder to spoil mah, too thin very flimsy wor.. THICK IS GOOD. lol.

haha. lazed around for a while, then me n yt went off 1st to payalebar mrt to meet up wif a dealer for another ps3 game, "uncharted". then the 2 of us went back to my house dwnstairs de market to meet pel n jo for dinner. then it's back to my house again. tried out uncharted. seems quite okay. then we moved on to newly bought street fighter4 le. quite cool, standard fighting game, a long lasting series i guess. i like. =]

anyway, while walking to the mrt station with them when they r going home, pelvin mentioned and seemed to b a little emo-ing about going in army and missing friends and everything. it got me going again. sian. and i realised that i am so gonna miss my friends, although i can be out of camp on weekends but the feeling and time management wise is very very different.

and i aso realised that i will especially miss this one or two few friends becos i guess they are the ones that i realli open up to alot, or even almost fully, i might or might not have mentioned it directly to u, but u know who you are . thanks for being there and i hope we can still meet up on random weekends although u might be busy on weekends. may our friendship lasts and may we stay this close always. cheers to the bond between us!! =D

laoban said this b4, in terms of making music, but i interpret it as a quote for life, "Don't dwell on the past, Don't look too much to the future, LIVE in the present and enjoy every moment that you experience."

it's hard not to look at the past or the future, but i am glad that when i look at the past, i remember mostly on only the happy n fun times that i shared with my friends. the laughter, the joy i shared with them is the maximum that i can ask for. and i'm glad that fate brings these people in my life, i'm loving them now and i know it'll continue even in the future. who knows what lies ahead, but i wanna take it slow and enjoy what i have now, at least for now.

okay la. for those who doesn't know about my enlistment yet. i'm officially 2 weeks, which is 14 days left to my botak head day, 5th june. i hope i'll kope and adapt to the change of lifestyle for this coming two years bah. =]

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fidah - cannot send leh. so weird de.

2009-05-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

hi. these few days, hectic and tiring. LOL.

friday.

nicholas drove me over to spband for fo camp, 1st nite icebreakers and some other intro-ing games. this year seems to be quite a small batch for focamp. priscilla n alvin came aso, we chatted alot i guess. n horn section!!!! blows..... lol. we were all wearing our section tee. =] p.s. mine too small sia.

then afterwhich, nicholas drove me fidah alvin n priscilla out for light supper. over at bukit timah. then 1st nite, fidah was webcam-ing wif her junior, who happens to be very hyper. and she was the one that did the "sarang heyoe" pose to fidah. which fidah did THRU-OUT the whole camp. we rest at like ard 6am?? zzzzz.

saturday.

the rest of the campers were playing more ice-breakers/self intro games, and also they played some captain's ball or smth. while fidah n i went jurong point. and she was wild wif the "sarang heyoe" post, even IN jurong point and on the train. so paiseh la. it was loud. lol. went back to slack a while, then it was about night games le.

the "dirtying" of the year one n two started off wif some soyabean water. that some of them siam-ed. hahhaa. cheer competition, then they all went to dress-up as "papaya" carriers. then off to the different groups. our group was a station for them to shampoo n wash their hair. but we had some more stuff to play with like syrup n bread so we tot of some, run in circles ard table n chairs game, then bite some bread that is SOAKED in syrup. something like that la. well.. if u wanna noe how the year 1 n 2 looked like during the night games, have a look. pay attention to their clean hair after our station when they r doing their tyra bank's shampoo advertisement pose or fidah's "sarang heyoe post". look out aso for the "papayas". lol.

our station masters. =]

yeah. we ended like ard 3am?? then went bathed and i tahan until 5am?? then me n songying went pack up n took the 1st train home.

sunday

reached home at about 7am. slept til 12 noon, then off i went to meet fidah to botanic gardens to perform, philyouth. the shaw stage was quite big, but the backstage was small. well.. went, performed and done. hahaha. 5 pieces only, very fast play finish de la. the stage had aircon but the spotlights heated up the area, perspiring sia. lol. then stayed back to watch sso's performance after ours. it was well, okay i guess. i was very tired so i didden realli hear in much details or neither did i have the energy to think too much. hahahaha. took a bus home, was like dozing off in the bus alrdy.

look at the crowd. a hell lots of people/audience sia.
reached home and use net a while more. b4 i slp at like 1am plus. lol.

monday

woke up at 9plus and went n meet my poly classmates to collect our graduation gown at some ulu potong pasir area. lol. wanted to bring camera but no brain-juice to recall i wanna bring it, was too tired. then afterwhich we all went to topone to sing karaoke. pelvin didden joined us cos he was too nua after his weekend activities. lol. 7 of us went karaoke, me,yt, ld, jy, zy, jo,ambrose. i was kinda tired n sore-throat but i dont care, juz sing, juz scream. lol. now then keep eating lozenges. LOL. sing sing sing until like 6pm then we went on separate ways.

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me, yt and jo walked ard bugis for a while, went by fishnco twice to check out someone but, too bad yt, u not fated la. LOL. went iluma for a quick walk, and aso me n yt played a sf4 game each at its arcade. too bad i didden managed to face-off wif yt. although i noe he'll lose de. LOL.

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went orchard after that to purchase streetfighter4 from some shop there. i dunno how to spell their shopname n i dont care actually. lol. then walk ard to look at some clothes and things like that. afterwhich eat at food junction at wisma then went to mac for a drink and crap-talking. lol.

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thats all for my past few days. now my voice is sexy yet again. LOL. sore. haha. later i'm gonna collect my army specs from jianxiong. then meeting fidah to catch angel n demons at tampines. still quite tired now sia. LOL.

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TONITE!! is our ONLINE KILLZONE2 NITE!!! yt pel n jo, BE PREPARED!

2009-05-14T00:06:00.004+08:00

short post of today.

ninja gaiden is realli hard to play.

anyway, i went wif darren, zhengkang and myself for lunch today at subway. the sandwich artist asked "us", "welcome to subway, which bread n sub do u want?"

"we" replied, "honey oat bread please."

and the lady say, "we only have have wheat left."

then i was like, erm erm erm... okay?? she could have told me in the 1st place that there's only one kind of bread left mah. so lame, still ask me wad bread i want.

anyway.. went back to spband. vincent, aka student conductor took the whole session today. sight readed a few pieces, which so happened to be latin pop special, dancing megahits, pieces that i've overplayed during sec sch days. LOL. then went mac wif fidah, makan then go home.

spband fo camp, this friday to sunday. fidah wants to stay for the whole camp, and i guess i'm gonna follow n stay thru-out as well. abit sian.. but ok lor..

this sunday, i'll be performing with the philyouth at botanic gardens, it's a free performance, at 4pm plus plus i think. dun realli know the details much. hahahaha. come support bah. =]

anyway. sian... i think either my phone has a problem or singtel has a problem. my friend told me that my sms was not received. but i DID send out the sms. dunno y.. damn sian.. gonna call n "scold" liaox.

k la. thats all for this, supposedly short post. haha.

=]

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jeanna - bad ending mah. lol.

2009-05-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

okay. the ending of the story. sadly, response by u brings it to both a good n bad ending.

lets recall..

the following day, after guoping's departure, clarien was all alone. she lost all energy and motivation to go out of her house to face the world. this is when she received an sms from guoping....

okay now for both the good and bad ending(bad one is lame).

Good Ending.

the sms states that he has not left for italy. clarien didden know how to react, she dunno if she should b angry or relieved. guoping asked clarien to meet him at the garden where they have always sit down and chat.

guoping came with his nissan latio. sitting at their favourite bench, clairen was happy to see guoping again, with tears in her eyes she asked,

"why did u decide to stay?"

guoping, with a smile on his face, replied,

"i can't seem to accept the fact that i'm leaving u."

many may think that both clarien n guoping will become a couple, however, they are not. though they still live happilly every after.

happily, together, as best friends forever.

-end-

okay..... now for the alternative ending.. hahaha..

Bad Ending.

the sms states that he has not left for italy. clarien was overjoyed. they met up at the same italian restaurant for another meal. clairen order garden salad while guoping order a full 3-course meal.

well. after they catch up, they were walking along the busiest shopping street. they took a step forward while crossing the light and this is when, BOOM, a nissan latio speeded over them.

friends always, the other world.

-end-

haha.. yup... this are the endings to the story made up. lousy endings i noe... kinda lazy to think. lol.

hmm. i guess going into ns will lemmi lift my mind off certain things in my mind. hahaha.

yesterday

went n find jianxiong to make myself a pair of specs for myself to wear during ns. i think his lady boss is quite friendly lehz. haha. k, anyway. after that kevin come over to my house to play resident evil5, but when it reaches the last chapter, i gonna go off to spband le. haha. he was damn dulan.. LOL...

anyway, met up with valentine to go spband. well, 1st half sectionals, 2nd half combined then after which went home lor... nth much to say about during practice. maybe the only thing i can say is, there's hell lot of ppl. horn not much years ones, currently only c 3, not confirm de anyway. hahaha.

k la. til the next time i feel like bloggin bah. =]

thanks for being my best friend.

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jeanna - good story rite? lol.
xinyi - alot of blog sia u. i lazy liaox. lol
suhaila - hello?? lol. lame la u. hahaha.

2009-05-09T13:45:00.001+08:00

a story made out of random words by jean.
(p.s. somehow i've no fairy tale in my mind, this shall be a drama prototype then. lol.)
however, it's gonna b a short n lame one. juz woke up, nth much in mind.
just to clarify, this story has NO infer-ment to anything.
it's purely created by my random-ness.
enjoy.

title: Why!

main cast: clarien & guoping

keywords: sacastic, soulmate, superficial, superb , scars , sweet loving, reserved, recall, bus stop, station, garden & nissan latio

once upon a time, there was a lady by the name of clarien. she was a superbly superficial and traditional lady, believing in everything she read or heard of. Things such as you shouldn't whistle at night, should'nt wear black during happy ceremonies. Being so superficial makes her a pain in the neck for most people. she has almost no friends but one, her soul-mate, guoping.

guoping is a lively chad, they knew each other ever since they were born. they grew up tgt and even when clarien was so so superficial and irritating at times, guoping was still there at all times, ever-ready to listen to clarien and make sacastic remarks about her believes.

the two of them, were believed to be a pair by many. they were labelled as sweet loving by many people. but to the both of them, they knew in their hearts that they are nothing more than friends.

one day, guoping called up clarien, and told her that he had 2 reserved seats at a restaurant. and that he has something important to tell her.

all dressed up, clarien went ahead n meet guoping at the restaurant for a fine italian cuisine. this is when guoping broke the news of him migrating to italy for good.

the air went still. and the night was dampen with it.

time flies when u're having fun. it's the day that guoping is departing for italy. clarien did not send guoping off at the airport, she's afraid that she'll not be able to control herself but break down in tears in front of him at the airport. she juz lie on her bed, tearing her eyes out, alone, thinking why must such things happen, why must friends drift, why must her soulmate and one n only friend leave her. why, why, why is all in her mind right now.

looking at her old scars on her knee, she recalls the time spent together with guoping. the happy and the sad, the time chatting and listening to songs at a bus-stop, the time when guoping's job requires him to be stationed at some ulu place to guard juz a dumb warehouse, the laughters and tears that the both of them shared.

the following day. after guoping's departure, clarien was all alone. she lost all energy and motivation to go out of her house to face the world. this is when she received an sms from guoping.........

to be continued.......

lol. i know this is irritating, but i'm imitating some of tv's irritating thing that asks u to sms to vote which ending u want. hahaha. i dont require u to vote thru sms. juz tag indicating which ending u wanna read. 2 options, GOOD ENDING or BAD ENDING. the two missing keywords, garden n nissan latio will be used in the ending.

i ensure u that the ending will be, erm erm, very very breath-taking and emotional, the darren's university of lameness way. BE PREPARED!! hahahaha.

so DO TAG indicating which ending u guys wanna know bah. i'll c how it goes the next time i wanna update bah.

=]

2009-05-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

today.

met up wif jianxiong for a 5.90 subway lunch at singapore post centre. been long since i've lunch with him at sing post. haha. afterwhich we went to this warehouse sales place at genting lane where they sell levis' and other products at unbelievable low prices. jx got himself a pair of levis' original jeans at just 20bucks. i couldn't find my size though and i didden wanna risk as there's no fitting room as it was a warehouse sale. then he came over to my house to slack for a while until my driving lesson at 5pm.

my driving lesson was last minute de, my instructor smsed me like at 1pm to ask me whether i can make it at 5pm later. LOL. but i could la, so still okay. well, driving, all okay la but still same 2 problems, weak clutch controls and steering. haha. gonna focus more when i'm driving bah.

after driving at 6pm, trained over to redhill to meet yt to get back my soulcalibur4 that he managed to find someone that i can sell to. thank you yt. =D

then i went n meet fidah and susu after getting my game from yt for putupiring at my house there. nicholas managed to join us as well. well, the coffeeshop that sells putupiring had a change of company and is renovated. now the coffeeshop is open for 24hours, with tv-es for soccer-lovers. had our meal, had our chats n laughters thru-out the whole meet-up session. susu went home 1st, while fidah n nich came to my house to slack for a while. fidah was trying to connect her laptop to my modem, which failed. i tried and it failed too. i didn't noe why.. try n try but still cannot sia.. lol. anyway fidah, I NEED MY SCORES!!!!!!!

for those who didn't know, erm.
next sunday, 17th may, i'll be performing with philyouth at botanic gardens at dunno wad time, proberbly after 3pm cos i think our meeting time there is 3pm. if i'm not wrong there'll be other band performing besides us. well, i dun rmb the repertiore becos I DONT HAVE MY SCORES YET!!!! lol.

yup. thats all for today bah, i'm gonna go re5 later le. cheers.

=]

thanks for assurance.

Replies to tags:
tyt - of cos i noe la. i'm juz acting blur. =X

2009-05-07T19:07:00.004+08:00

a reall short post for the day.

had quite a nice driving lesson today, although it's there's still some issues wif my clutch controls and steering nearing the end of the lesson.

well. did nth much.. stayed at home besides driving.

hmm. i dunno y i'm like how i m. noone does, but i'm juz like that. i cant help it. sometimes i dont like certain things that i do but i'll still do them naturally, which sucks.

anyway, how i wish that time will go slower, especially nowadays. hope that things will continue being like that even after i enlist and in the long run. changes are good, but still certain things are better left unchanged.

sincerely hope that things will continue being the same.

2009-05-06T00:11:00.003+08:00

today.

i was awaken by the sounds of hammering n drilling around my house. there are renovations AND upgrades to my neighbourhood and block. i woke up at like 9.30am?? which is like... GGGGGGRRRRRR.... so freaking early.... i tried to lay back n continue slping but it was just too freaking noisy. then even when i'm up, while using the net, watching animes, listening to music is being disturbed by the hammering n drilling ard my house. F**K!!!! dunno how long it'll lasts, early morning spoil my mood only. tml sure tio again... damn sian...

well.. went n meet judith at singapore post for lunch, i had mcspicy meal and a mcflurry, she had double chesseburger meal and we also bought aa 6pieces chicken munchees to share. chatted as usual lor.. anyway.. the funniest topic said was when she told me that her sister lets her and wants her to put songs into her mp3 player de. so in a way, judith has control over her sis's mp3 player's songs selection. then judith was telling me that she got put one indian song inside, one lame/funny song inside b4. cos it's an ipod shuffle, so her sis wont know what song there is until she hears it.. then her sis was listening happily to songs then suddenly, indian song come out. LOL. funny pls.... then i was suggesting to judith that since it's an ipod shuffle, juz put like 3 songs, barney's theme song, maybe elmo's theme song, and another one, make it randomise and loop play it la. LOL.. her sis will definitely kill her sia... lol...

afterwhich went n meet fidah n wendy at cityhall mrt.walked ard a little bit. went into macdonalds at raffles city 3 or 4 times becos mega was in there and we took turns to say hi. she was studying there sia. jiayou wor!!! then we headed to pizzhut for our meal. there's a promotion going on call, "smart choice" in pizzahut. juz ard 10 bucks can get a full meal wif one side le. so not bad la. then we walked to clark quey and sat by the river, chatted lor... then went over to a nearby starbucks, i ordered one tall sized iced vanilla latte and i couldn't resist having a warm blueberry muffin. fidah had a grande javachips frap and belgium waffles, while wendy had a venti iced green tea latte. we sat down and when we're getting confortable with the sofa (although i din sit on sofa, they 2 did.), we were told that the starbucks is closing down in 10 mins. so sian.... we walked over to esplanade rooftop and chilled there lor... chatted more, random stuffs like, emo life questions, songs, korean drama, attachment. lol... i played songs using my hp wheneva we sat dwn to chat until it's battery went flat lor. sian.

k la. i hope tml morning the hammering n drilling starts later, like at 12 noon mah... then i can slp longer... damn early so noisy liao.. how to slp?? no peace. LOL.

what to do?

Replies to tags:
fidah - haha. well... i guess i avoided it for quite long liaox... LOL. time to have some of it again.

2009-05-04T23:46:00.004+08:00

yesterday, sunday.

went tampines wif mom. she wanted to walk ard tamp1 and c. went n meet my sis n broinlaw there aso. we walk walk ard like how me n my friends walk. from top floor to basement. one floor one round lor.. intersting shop then go in...

walk walk for quite some time lor... then we were hungry so we went to a shop call F.I.S.H, which was opened by fish n co. well... the food tasted acceptable la. BUT BUT BUT.. super long waiting time, very small serving, and it's pretty expensive. so i will NOT RECOMMEND any of u guys to dine there. probably it's due to new shop, so not enuff chefs, thats y long waiting time for food.

another restaurant which is NOT recommended is this shop call "Say Cheeze", although the pictures looks nice and it seems quite an attracting place, but wad i heard from my sis is that pizzahut's food taste better than it... plus it's VERY EXPENSIVE!! personally i haven try la... but from wad my sis n broinlaw say, i dun think i will try. hahaha.

today. monday.

i met up someone to buy a game call ratchet n clank, quest for booty, which i m sharing wif yt. then went wheellock starbucks chill, while waiting for mr. late(yt) to reach. 1hr later, mr late appeared. LOL. i was long done wif my tall iced caramel latte. walk ard, went to get the shirt that he wanted at paragon adidas. haha. managed to pull some tricks n surprises on him. then walk walk ard as usual.

something i have to admit. I ATE STICK OF PRAWN NUGGET AND ONE CURRY PUFF FROM OLD CHANG KEE TODAY!!!! fidah. i noe u'll scold me... but i stopped at 2 items after like 3weeks/1month without old chang kee okay??! very good liaox. hahahhaa...

then we went makan at kopitiam, wisma. the only seat we found was this 10 or 12 seaters, so we 2 juz sit there lor... then came this huge grp of girls, and they so happened to sit wif. well... i was feeling abit awkward initially, cos it's as if like we all noe each other as they didden leave any seat empty. while eating, me n yt was secretly laughing at some of the things the girls were talking about. not that we like to hear wad other ppl are talking about, but it's juz that the girl who was sitting beside yt was talking about her ex, who was called DARREN. so my name is repeated mentioned thruout their conversation.. very the disturbing becos it's as though they r talking about me. LOL. some parts went like, "darren very sweet rite??", "darren la, my ex, very harsh to me" and " darren sent me hate letter after breakup, like u very wad wad wad,". haiz... so disturbing for me pls. then they were wwent on one by one sharing how they met their bf/ex-es. while me n yt keep secretly laughing. hahaha. then one of their friend there, a guy, keeps taking photos of them. i think me n yt appear in 7 out of 10 photos that he took sia... LOL.

kk then afterwhich walked ard somemore, stopped at mac for a drink while playing some ds n listening to some music.. some laughs at the girl's conversation at kopitiam juz now and yeah like always.. had some fun conversations... lol.

yt, go prepare gan xie ci pls. LOL.

tml, i'm meeting fidah and the rest, not sure who's going aso, meeting them 5pm at cityhall, been VERY LONG SINCE WE ALL MEET!!! well... i dunno how all is all tml la.. hahaha... looking forward. =D

surprise!! =D

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jeanna - huh?? i dun get ur hint leh. =D

2009-05-02T22:00:00.007+08:00

some updates about yest n today.

yest

went out to meet jasmine, kevin and jiahui to shop lor.. went tampines1 to meet them... b4 that the 3 of them went to temasek poly to collect jasmine's graduation gown. i din go cos i admit i was lazy. hahaha. went walk walk walk lor.

today.

got driving lesson today at 1pm, it was bad. my worst experience in driving. suckier than my 1st lesson. i dunno wad happened, i had enuff rest, i woke up much earlier than my lesson, and i ate my lunch b4 going for my lesson. probably becos my previous lessons were all in circuit, long time neva drive on roads liaox... damn sad n pissed wif my driving today.. sad. =(

afterwhich, the plan was to go kevin's house for mahjong, then aso i'm supposed to meet fidah for putupiring at my house there at 6pm. but then heard from kevin no news about mahjong.. so cancelled mahjong lor.. my sis came over, so she n my mom went out for shopping, and they asked me n my dad to joined them later for dinner. so i had to cancel putupiring wif fidah. sorry ah. tuesday then we meet bah. =]

went to marina square, initial plan is to eat waraku pasta, but my dad dun realli like japanese food so in the end change to dian xiao er. chinese food lor. our family meal for 4 includes rice, dang gui roast duck, 当归烤鸭, baby kai-lan, mongolian spare ribs, soup of the day (which was lotus soup), hongkong style steamed fish slices and braised mushroom w broccoli. the roast duck and its marinate was superbly owning. freaking nice. been long since i eat dang gui duck liaox. hahaha.. then after dinner, i went over to my sis house to slack until now lor.. juz reached home nia. haha.

maybe i'm trying too hard to squeeze too many things juz becos it's one month to ns. haha. my ez-link card is bleeding... lol.... but i dun mind la... so do ask me out still. =D

imeem only allow 30secs for blog le. change back to esnips. a random song i heard from 98.7fm now. 'if you come back' by blue. retro. i like. hahaha. but dunno y the autoplay not working... so click play urself bah. LOL.

well.. do keep the tags coming, my cbox stagnant for quite long le. hahaha. thanks!! =]

dun worry or disappointed.

2009-04-30T11:51:00.008+08:00

hey. have been catching up with my friends quite alot recently.

juz met up wif judith for a pastamania meal at bugis. saw shurong working there. haha. got a discount. =]
judith was talking how she used to play so loud in gmband, then i guess me too? but at that time i dun realli exactly know how to hear tuning n such. yeh... we chatted, laughed as we mentioned about certain things in the past. those were certainly fine memories.

afterwhich, i went to meet jianxiong n kevin at tamp to catch a malay horror movie, JANGAN TEGUR. i din noe wad the show was about b4 i catch it, jx asked whether wanna watch n i said okay. haha. i told yt i was catching a malay movie and i dunno wad is it about, he was like,"wtf?" lol... well... the sounds effects were TOO LOUD, and TOO WELL-SPAMMED!!! lol. dunno why but i keep laughing thru-out the movie. haha. then after that we went tamp1 shopping centre to have our dinner and walk ard. it is an okay-sized shopping centre, not very big leh, but kevin felt it was bigger than tampines mall. well, we managed to walk pass uni-qlo. but we din go in and shop, cos i roughly scanned the shop from outside, i think i'm gonna go back there to get some clothes bah... haha..

the two of them came over n stay again.. cos kev was complaining that he shared the resident evil 5 game but haven play it yet. by the time he went home the next day, he was like at chap5-1, and was left wif just 5 chapters left. super fast can.

k la. later having driving at 5pm. today go circuit again. damn sian..

a video to share. "When You're Gone" by Avril Lavigne.

i feel that we should and MUST treasure each other b4 our time is up. not only bf/gf in relationships, our friends, our families should also be treated equally. we should treasure each moment spend tgt so that if anyone of us reached their time in this world, we will not regret not doing/telling certain things with/to tat person.

cheers to friendship, kinship and relationships. =]

thank you.

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suhaila - wadeva la u. lol.

2009-04-25T17:29:00.002+08:00

after catching 252: signal of life, i am reminded yet again that life is fragile.

natural disaster is nature's wraith. noone can control it. it sweeps and many lives are lost. it's depressing to see such situations, it's depressing to see loved one being gone, but wad can we do? we're just human, tiny little humans.

some random questions that was brought up by someone.

what if u know u'll die in a month's time? what will you do?
well.. my answer will be that i'll be as normal. of cos, at this time i'll stay even closer to my family, friends, and ppl that i know. and on my last day, i believe i'll go somewhere else, where there's nobody that i noe and die alone.

what if u can choose wad u wanna do in future?? what will it be?
seriously. i'm still lost. doing some soul-searching with myself.

anyway, for those who don't know yet. i've received my enlistment notice yesterday. i'm enlisting army on 5th JUNE. which is like exactly 1 week after my graduation ceremony on the 29th may. so fast early rite? so now i have only one month of teenage-hood left. afterwhich, i'll only be free on weekends le. just like a working adult. which seriously sucks big time. to me at least.

k la. let me enjoy my last month of teenage-hood. =]

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darren - thanks. but hey, which darren r u? lol.
suhaila - fine. u dunno how depressed i m when i heard that. not going to miss u anymore. =(

2009-04-22T10:11:00.003+08:00

i thank you.

i offer thanks to all of my friends for being there. making unforgetable and fun memories in my life. all the small little things that we joke about or have fun together is worth remembering. although my memory power isn't that good, reason why i sucked at combine humanities, it is the times n these little things that i remember, n i definitely wont want to forget.

i'm sorry.

I'm sorry to whom i've hurt or make u sad or angry in any way. it's becos sometimes when i'm having fun and get too high, i tend to do smth that i myself regret straight after which. it's nothing major though, but i'll feel bad, somehow, and this is me. i guess.

random quote i found online,
Sadness is almost never anything but a form of fatique. - Andre Gide

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. - Unknown Author

Quotes are amazing and so true everytime i read them. sadness is a form of fatique, i guess anyone will agree to that. i have a few friends that i can share silence with, i am glad and i thank you for being there for me and be sure that i'll definitely be there for you as well.
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Okay. enuff of such stuff le. i guess i'm back to before, juz caught 17again on monday wif fidah. she was going all crazy about zac efron, for being so "hot". haha, not a bad movie. went to spband n i was acting like a sec4. thinking that sp will be ideal for me and that it's a big n nice campus. Lol. after band, met up wif yt for a a simple supper then i got back home in the nite.

yesterday i was lazing around in my house. woke up, ate lunch, watched anime, napped, wake up, played game, dinner, watched madtv, played games, slp. it was a lazy tuesday for me.

i dunno wad's my plan for today yet. so we shall see.

being happy is something that one must learn.

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JH,rach,jasmine - Thanks for the concern. but i'm back up again. no worries.
stella - i'll relink soon bah.
yingyin - i've voted le.

2009-04-15T14:54:00.001+08:00

i juz had a chocolate fudge sundae at macdonald.

they say chocolates and icecream are happy food.

it lost its magic.

2009-04-11T13:36:00.003+08:00

i suck. as a man. i realli suck at controlling my emotions.

to everyone who noes me, esp my close n best friends from everywhere. i sincerely wanna thank you for being there for me, making happy & unforgettable memories for me which will stay as long as time continues.

and being a selfish person like myself, i ask nothing more than to stay as close to each other til death bring us off this world. i juz hope that while growing up, getting into relationships, getting a career, studying in a different place, staying in a different area of singapore, staying in a different country, that we'll still stay close.

the feeling of losing someone i love or to drift from someone i love is simply too dominating in me right now. n this is something that is bothering me, all along since even pri sch days.

i m envy of some of my guy friends who are able to control their feelings i'm a guy, juz an emotionally weak one thats all. i juz cant shake off these feelings that easily even though it's against my will.

i'm gonna climb again, after falling for the 453098123578th time thruout my life. giv me some time my friends.

regards,
darren

2009-04-11T01:09:00.008+08:00

wed.

went n meet judith after a long long time of us not meeting up. went n had a meal at waraku marina square, starbucks and then we walk around suntec, then stroll down to bugis to check out the new shopping centre, iluma. it was very spacious and for the 1st time i saw an arcade with a UFO catcher for ben&jerry or magnum icecream. so cool can?? here are the photos we took that day.

judith, wif her set meal that comprises of pork cutlet, lettuce salad, potato salad, rice, pickles and a bowl of soup soba. super big meal can??

me wif my meal that comprises of beef curry udon, chicken n egg rice and pickles.

after that we went over to judith's house as she wanted to show me her saxophone. i played awhile, still suck at playing saxophone though. haha. n she showed me this wooden 'saxophone' that she got from her friend. which was seriously HARDLY playable.

a random shot that was taken while walking to judith's house.

me played the bent soprano saxophone. super mini lo.

me making rubbish sounds from the wooden 'saxophone'.

we had many many interesting & fun conversations, kinda brings me back to when we're in sec sch... it was a very wonderful catch-up session. hope u enjoyed ur day jud. we'll meet up more often okay?? =D

afterwhich i went n meet up wif grace, jean and 2 of her friends, jolyn and jiawen. went for starbucks, then afterwhich went for dinner. yt joined us for dinner and afterwhich, we went over to harry's bar. 1st time i go pub sia. i noe i'm being a noob here but everyone have their 1st times rite??? juz that my 1st time is at the age of 19. LOL. then afterwhich went to marina barrage wif yt n jean. took some photos thruout the whole day. then on thursday morning, the 3 of us went to the airport to send grace off. failed attemp but anyway... enjoy urself grace. =]

returned the car at 2.30pm after slacking at my house and went to jp for lunch. we decided to catch a movie as well. "knowing". thruout the movie i felt that the movie was mono-dyanamic. but it seems that yt n jean find the movie quite okay. so maybe it's juz that i was very tired due to lack of slp the previous nite?? went home after the movie. =/ *like duh??*

today. went to orchard in attempt to find jean in her unglam work outfit which failed. totally.. hahaha.... cos it was raining, so her work ended earlier ba. went to meet up wif her n march for like about 30mins at a dessert place b4 we went on separate ways. i met up wif fidah n susu for a meal at some thailand chinese cuisine place. nich met us up afterwhich and we caught "Unborn" at cathay cineleisure. it was a nice show wif not a bad storyline, howeva its spook level is very low. i'm not scared of the movie wor. n i guess this shows how bad the spook level is. took some neoprints tgt. have a look bah.

k la. tml will have driving again. hope nth major happens this time.

how i wish things were back to what it used to be.

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fidah - u r lousy man. haha.

2009-04-09T20:53:00.004+08:00

it feels like a massive stone has been lifted.

i'm glad that things turned out fine. n i think i better not dwell myself into any more troubles. haha.

the happy bubbly darren is back. available for lame jokes again.

=D

i was so afraid that u'll get angry, i'm juz glad that u r not. thank you so much best friend. =D

2009-04-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

i'm kinda disappointed with someone for quite some time.

i hope u'll understand that i'm your friend, who will be there no matter wad happens. don't get thru this alone, i noe that maybe u dun feel comfortable telling me about it, but lemmi juz let u noe here that i'm willing to know about it, n no worries that i'll tell anyone. i CAN keep my mouth shut for this type of situations. so i just hope that u wont continue lying to me on certain things.

pls dont ask me who i'm refering to. u'll noe if it is u.

anyway. another thing, i'm kinda pissed wif my mom's "friends are not important" mentality. i cant express how i feel but to me, i feel that friends are essential and a need, to bring some colours into my life. n i have my own thinking, i know what i'm doing, so dun worry too much. at least for the next few years, PLEASE allow me to treat my friends on the same level with my family members. i noe most ppl think that family always comes 1st, but i believe that both must be balanced.

with so much problems in mind, i apologise for my recent mood-swings and bad treatment, to both my family and friends.

on a lighter tone. i'm meeting judith TML!!! like so finally la.... hahaha... sorry for the busy schedule that i have.... we're going to enjoy ourselves ok?? =]

kk. i'll update again soon bah.

=]

trust is all i want from u. =(

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rach - ya lor. kinda busy. lots of post-graduation activities. =D

2009-04-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

short post. cos nth much happened this 2 days.

yesterday. spent my whole afternoon re-arranging some of my things in my room. squeezed my sis's things from 3 cupboard into 2 cupboard. the remaining cupboard i move my hi-fi set up. why did i do that?? read on bah..

today. woke up. used com a while. then off to audio house and got myself a 26inch Sony LCD tv. which is now placed at where my hi-fi set used to be. =D

also. my aircon is finally fixed and it's finally colder when the aircon is on. i managed to meet up someone from gameaxis to purchase a hdmi to hdmi cable as well, 1.8m for juz 16bucks. =]

k la thats all for today. tml, my mio tv and my 8MBPS broadband is coming. n woot, i'm on my way to an ideal room. =D (can refurnish my whole room even better. but too bad i can't)

will update soon again.

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thanks for sponsoring. =]

2009-04-03T12:48:00.007+08:00

hey. last 2 days have been quite. erm. okay i guess.

wed.

got a haircut the previous day. or rather, i got a hair trim. somehow wheneva i go salon cut hair, come back hair still quite long de. i believe it's my round face, if my hair's too short, my face will look EVEN rounder. hAHAHA. well. if i neva rmb wrongly, i stayed at home the full time. until driving at nite. a 9.30pm lesson. hahaha. anyway.. my instructor was ever friendly n patient. howeva, my clutch controls is still quite abrub n bad. still stalled once becos of sudden brake without clutch. sian... there isn't a single lesson where i haven't stalled yet... aiming for that sia... LOL...

thurs.

went to queensway to find a pair of shoe. meet up with yt. jo cant join us in the end. so end up left me n yt lor. well. went queenstown mrt station to wait for yt. well.. he woke up quite late so i was like slacking at the kopitiam beside queenstown mrt for like 1 and a half hour while drinking a cup of tea and playing my ds. YANTING!!!! U BETTER TREAT ME MORE ICE-CREAM FOR MAKING ME WAIT SO LONG!!!

went over to ikea. bought and ate SWEDISH MEATBALLS, CHICKENWINGS AND HOTDOG BUN!! DAMN SHOIK!!!! then after which went queensway to walk walk lor.... walk a few round.. see nth that i like leh.... so din buy anything lor.... after queensway we went vivocity, cos yt wanted to c some adidas thingy. so went adidas there. managed to see an adidas original shoe which i eventually bought bah. yt got himself a new adidas water bottle if i'm not wrong. dun really rmb him getting anything else. he's eyeing a yellow windbreaker though. haha. then walk walk chat chat and tried out a few clothings around vivo, then i ate long john as dinner while yt watched cos he's going home for makan. then after long john managed to pester yt to treat me ben&jerry, which he owes me a long time ago. for wad reason u may ask?? seriously me n him dun rmb aso, but anyway, he treated me the ben&jerry's. it was my 1st time eating b&j icecream n i mus say it tasted quite nice, the way i like it. creamy, sweet n sadly fattening. hahaha.. anyway... i bought a pouch for my handphone as well... it looks nice i think.... but yt say i'm getting more ahpek (which means uncle), juz becos i'm gonna use a pouch for my hp.. after which, went home lor..

today.

met up with jianxiong and jinkun to go SPGG to play bowling. today play 3 games, all my 3 games' score??? disappointing. haiz... must go practice if got time AND money. jianxiong jiayou aso. =D anyway... while we're there, a grp of about 20+ ACS junior students came for their bowling practice. omg, i'm totally owned by some of them. and YUCKS!!! SO YOUNG GOT THEIR OWN BOWLING BALLS!!!! fortunate kids. hahaha. they were damn funny, one of the kid beside our lane likes to move his specs up n down as if he's like an professional business person wheneva he gets a strike or scores well. hahaha. then jianxiong suggested us to do that as well.. hahaha... damn funny can.... when we do it, it seems, erm erm... un-natural?? lol...

after that i went n meet yt, for lunch at jurong point. makan burger king while chatting about certain things, walked ard jp, see games, see phones, walk around, see clothes, see shoe, and dang it, I FORGOT TO BUY MY SLIPPER!!!! zzzzz.. next time bah... then we stuck ourselves at sony style to play some game. yt was playing fifa09, or rather LOSING in fifa09. LOL. n i was losing as well.. to zangief in sf4, OFFICIALLY HATE ZANGIEF!! FREAKING BIG SIZE N IRRITATING!!!!

we went n meet grace n jean at what old town white coffee or smth de cafe... drank yuanyang, n ate nasi lemak. for me n yt that is. jean n grace ordered milktea n chicken ipoh horfun i think. haha. chatted n jiao abit. the bit of joke was on jean being grace's da shao. LOL. juz imagine that. and another joke was, yt playing the violin. come on juz imagine, YANTING?? PLAYING VIOLIN?? wad a sight. hahaha. but if he realli took up violin while he's young. i think he'll be different from now le. and i must admit another joke. cos i mentioned about me being approached by creditcard ppl, EVEN DURING MY KL TRIP!! then wheneva i say about yt looking like a freaking small kid, then he'll say, "at least i DON'T get approach by creditcard dealers." so diaoz la... THANKS AR!!! =/

so after that, walked around again, stopped at sony style again, to play game. hahaha. then afterwhich go home lor... cos it was getting a lit' late.. grace went off another way, jean took bus, yt n me took train lor. while waiting for the train at the station, yt did a yoga pose thingy whereby he cross his legs and put his two hands on his laps and closes his eyes. well.. he did it cos nobody else was around. but after he did the pose, a lady walked by. and if i'm not wrong, she saw yt doing the pose. she was armp chio-ing (secretly laughing) cos yt look real funny but she was tahaning her laughter.. the way she walk near us, then walk away again was damn funny. hahaha. i bet she's laughing lor. yt noes it as well. haha

on the train, there're carls junior advertisements with very suggestive n wrong slogans. LOL. check these out.

yt was like reading, "open as wide as you can and say:'Aahhh.' *bedroom style* LOL. there were like other slogans like, 'some like it long & some like it thick', 'you might be sitting on something thick' and also 'She'll tell u size doesn't matter. She's lying'. then yt was like saying the big shots of carls jr DAMN SICK!! hahaha. i think they are promoting a new burger called, the 100% angus beef THICKBURGER. juz that the slogans sounds auper super wrong. lol.

k la... later playing some games, chat and off to lala land le bah... tml got driving lessons, howeva i dunno wad time is my lesson aso.. my instrutor haven confirm with me... which means sian. cos i have to make myself available the whole day tml. better call him early in the morn tml to check my timing. dun dare call now. scared he's aslp alrdy.

thats all for today i guess. will update in a few days time. FINALLY I'M GETTING AN INTERNET CONNECTION SPEED OF 8MBPS ON MONDAY!!! LOL. (for those who don't noe, i'm currently still using an internet connection speed of 512Kbps. freaking slow..lol.)

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thank you. =D

2009-03-31T11:08:00.004+08:00

hey all. sun and yest was fun. i guess..

sunday.

wanted to go find a hp pouch and screen protector for myself b4 going over to kevin's, but i didden in the end. i dun rmb why i went to his house so late, but yah i went only in the evening. kevin, jiahui, jianxiong, stanley, rachel was there... well... i played djmax wif kevin, i'm like one of the noobiest there la.. sad.. then after that watched some tv, managed to find kevin's monopoly which i wanna borrow, and we playwed some monopoly. quite funny becos when jx got a hotel at serangoon road, he calls it "ying4 du4 miao4". hahahaha. and jiahui was the ultimate winner as he like OWNS half the whole monopoly board. LOL. well... borrowed the monopoly from kevin, went back home like 12 plus or smth?? and prepare for monday, when my friends from DICT comes my house.

monday.

woke up in the morning, still lazing around alot cos i'm tired from yesterday's activity at kevin's place, met up with yt, pel, josh, zy, justin and jean at singpost, have lunch and came over to my house le.. well.... thruout the whole ps3 session i think only played wwe... haha... which i quickly lost interest in... so almost the whole session i was nua-ing around my house, kitchen, living room, my parent's room. lol. then somehow yt came out as well.. then chatted abit.. when suddenly my mom tells me that my sis got the scholarship for beijing!!!

CONGRATULATION XIE LAO SHI!! for getting the scholarship for beijing, which only 3 people can get in singapore. hope the 6 weeks course can serve as a resting time for u for teaching. my dad juz jiao wif me, saying my sister tai go. LOL...

anyway. back to topic. LOL. chatted wif yt lor.. about certain things in our family n such, he told me a joke. asking me who's jade seah's (mediacorp artiste)?? then it turns out that the answer was "what sia??" quite diao lor. but actually i used to this surname making fun thing le la. LOL. jean came out of my room as well... to watch tv.. while the rest played wwe the whole time. watch the duo3 mao1 mao1 in the jacky wu's show. quite funny la. when i c karen mok, being a bimbo. LOL. she seriously sucked at the game. rite yt n jean?? seriously lor... slow sia... LOL.. after the show, i went n rest abit, yt came too.. then he started making "having sex" noises, as if we're doing anything like that, quite funny but equally diao indeed. he saw my mom's ipamper, then he asked me to try the ipamper on him, so just help him lo. anyway, when jean came as well.. the 2 of them does their usual teasing of each other lor.. i joined in this time i guess.. but in the end kana yt's "moves". i shall not elaborate it as well. it's a secret between me n yt and aso jean, who happened to be there at the scene. LOL. =X

well. justin had to go off 1st.. so we all sent him off to the mrt station, while we went for our dinner at singpost. the rest of them came back to my house and played monopoly. b4 going home at around 11 plus. well. i guess it was quite a fun & enjoyable day to rest bah.

well. i'm meeting yt n jo later for a haircut at some place, whereby they sponsor SP students for free haircut. b4 the haircut, i'll go around plaza singapura to find my handphone's screen protector and leather pouch. i'm dragging too long to find them le. hahaha.

i'll update soon bah. if there's anything worth mentioning. hahahaha. anyway.. people keep the tags coming....... no "replies to tag" session for 2 posts le... =(

til next time....

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someone/something suffers when i'm having fun. makes me ponder whether i should have fun.